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When Xie Lian woke up, it was with a start followed by panic. There was something rubbery in his mouth pushing on his tongue and fixed with a heavy leather harness around his head. What??

He flailed but he couldn’t move an inch. Strapped on what seems to be a medical bed, restraints were attached on his neck, his torso, his arms and wrist, and his hips. His legs were spread, moved up, and tightly locked into stirrups. The deeply uncomfortable position only anchored the panic deeper.

He was naked.

A cold shiver ran through his body and he only struggled harder in the restraints, trying to use all his martial training to make the things bulge or give in. San Lang kept marvelling at his strength, he hoped he could actually use it and save himself and- He winced, pain shooting up his arm. 

There was an IV. The liquid seemed normal but he didn’t know enough to be able to take a guess. Oh god, where was he? In his panic he started to shout and thrash around, in vain. He could barely move! And the medical examination table seemed nailed to the floor, it was unmovable!

His breathing kept going quicker and quicker, panic rising and tightening his throat, when a sudden humming voice froze him in place. He couldn’t even lift his head with the bondage around his throat. And he desperately tried to look at something else other than the ceiling but- 

This voice… 

There was a rolling sound accompanied by slow and measured footsteps. The rolling of a cart holding metal instruments. It got closer, so close to him… and stopped right in front of his open legs. Xie Lian tried to move away again, he wasn’t done trying to fight those bonds!

“Tut tut tut… Stop now, Xianle. Be a good boy.”

The two golden eyes of Xie Lian opened wide with shock, terror and then despair. Oh no. It was Jun Wu. The man who used to be a friend of his parents before they died. He had been exposed for fraud and had run away to another country. Xie Lian’s friends in the police assured him they were monitoring the man to be sure he would never get close to Xie Lian but obviously Jun Wu was too cunning.

“Long time no see, right, darling boy?” He rolled the cart closer to the bed and sat casually right between Xie Lian’s legs, as if nothing was amiss. “Last time I saw you, you were barely a man, you’ve grown wonderfully! I’m glad I could catch you before the vermin you call boyfriend could touch you.”

Xie Lian wanted to cry but he only struggled against the restraints a bit more. It was hopeless but there was no way he could just wait and see what Jun Wu was going to do to him. The man always looked at him in a creepy way so it wasn’t hard to take a guess given his current situation.

His only hope right now was San Lang and his friends. If they could find him and help him before it was too late, if-

Jun Wu was still humming cheerfully, the ruffling sounds of whatever he was preparing on the tray reaching Xie Lian’s ears. He couldn’t see anything. It was so much worse. He could only see this white ceiling and hear the popping of a bottle lid… then the squelching noise of a liquid rubbed onto something… and a cold touch on his perineum.

It was just the simple contact of a finger but he flinched, as much as he could in his predicament- but Jun Wu didn’t even acknowledge it. He grazed the perineum with his finger, then two fingers, moving up and down, sometimes lightly, sometimes with intense pressure. Xie Lian’s breath hitched up, confused. Didn’t Jun Wu want to rape him? It was the reason why he was bound like this, no? What was he doing?

“Aah… my dear Xianle. You’re very inexperienced, I can see this. Lucky you, I will take very good care of teaching you pleasure.” He let his fingers slip through the crack between his cheeks and rubbed there, slowly massaging the whole area, barely pressing on the anus. “You react wonderfully. You don’t see it but your hole is flickering looser and looser.”

Jun Wu used his other hand, one massaging the perineum while the other circled his entrance. “I wasn’t expecting you to be so receptive.” There was a hint of marvel in his voice. “Let’s see if I can do this without…” Jun Wu pushed one finger in and whistled. “Without resistance.”

Xie Lian arched and thrashed in his restraints again. His breath was laboured with the heavy gag and his protests were muffled by the rubber thing pushing in his mouth. He had never felt a finger in this place. He and San Lang had wanted to take it slowly because he was nervous. And now… Jun Wu’s fingers were massaging his groin and penetrating him.

He scrunched up his eyes, feeling a ball of humiliation choking him. Jun Wu didn’t even seem to care about hurting him, he was just humming to himself as he added a second finger. He kept scissoring them, slowly, like a deep intimate massage. “Theeere, we’ll get you all relaxed and pliant, my Xianle.”

Xie Lian protested more but to no avail. At some point Jun Wu pulled his fingers out with a wet noise that made Xie Lian wince. He was expecting to soon feel the heat of Jun Wu’s dick against his entrance but he only caught noises of things being moved on the cart. There were more sounds of what Xie Lian suspected to be lubricant being applied to something but… it didn't seem like Jun Wu was preparing himself. He still sat in front of his legs.

Nothing could have prepared Xie Lian to the sensation of the rubber tip of something grazing against him. He couldn’t believe he was going to be treated like this, used like this. He clenched his teeth around the gag and tried to clench his hole too, to reject the penetration. But Jun Wu pressed in, slowly but surely, until the muscle gave out and tears trickled from Xie Lian’s eyes. 

“Hm, very good, it went inside quite easily.” Jun Wu said in a praising tone. “You’re doing so well.”

Jun Wu completely ignored Xie Lian’s protests. As a matter of fact, he seemed to take them as the sign that he was doing something good. So he didn’t have any problems continuing, pressing deeper, twisting and angling the dildo in many different ways.

Xie Lian was shaking, feeling violated and used. He couldn’t hold back his tears and was shaking his head with the little leeway he could. It wasn’t possible, it wasn’t happening to him. He- Suddenly a choked moan escaped him.

“Aaah there. This is where the naughty thing is hiding, perfect.”

Xie Lian frowned and whimpered as Jun Wu rubbed non-stop against what he knew was his prostate. The muscles of his thighs were straining with tension, these sensations were so weird, unknown and also… something else that he couldn’t dare name. Shame and humiliation filled him.

“Okay, let’s stop with this one.”

This one?

Xie Lian’s horrified thought was confirmed not a minute later when something much bigger brushed his entrance. He squirmed, protesting louder and shaking his head frantically. No no no, it couldn’t happen, no!!

But no screaming would stop Jun Wu. He pushed the bigger dildo in and smirked. “So talented Xianle. Are you sure you’re a virgin?” 

Xie Lian sobbed, tears trickling along his cheeks. The dildo was so big, he felt like he was torn apart. But it wasn’t even that painful, just very uncomfortable. Was it because Jun Wu was moving slowly and carefully? 

He pulled the thing out with a squelching noise and pushed it back in a bit more forcefully this time, as if he was forcing the muscles to relax. 

“This size could be compared to the size of a slightly bigger than average cock, my dear boy. After this, I still have two other sizes to make you try.”

Xie Lian froze and whimpered. He didn’t want this, he didn’t want anything bigger. He wanted to run away to his San Lang’s arms, where he’d be safe. But he was here, with Jun Wu between his legs and observing his rim obscenely stretched around bigger toys.

And Jun Wu took great care of rubbing his prostate constantly. “It will arouse you and you see, you’ll relax even more.” And Xie Lian moaned once or twice against his will. How utterly humiliated he felt when blood started rushing more and more to his dick. He couldn’t get hard, it was impossible!! He couldn’t be aroused, he-

“Hush Xianle, this is a perfectly normal and healthy reaction for a young man like you.” 

Xie Lian was trembling, trying to get over the fact that he was hard. There was no denying of it anymore. The initial discomfort had morphed into a soft sensation that kept dragging him towards more pleasure. It kept his nerves deliciously tingling towards the edge. He couldn’t admit that it was nice. He couldn’t.

Dread filled him when the dildo was removed. He almost whined for the current one to stay inside longer so he wouldn’t have to endure the next one. But he only whimpered pathetically. Jun Wu chuckled and cooed soothingly, keeping a hand on Xie Lian’s perineum and crack to keep him relaxed.

Xie Lian could feel himself clenching around nothing. He was disgusted with himself. How could he even start to enjoy this he- he was… He sobbed. Scared of what was coming. And he was right when he felt the tip of the newest thing sliding against his groin.

Jun Wu was rubbing it there playfully. “Can you feel how big it is? I would be impressed if you could take it without pain.” Muffled begging could be heard but that wouldn’t deter Jun Wu. He slid the tip against the rim, letting it catch the ring of muscles, making Xie Lian believe it was going inside… just to slide it up and down.

Xie Lian whimpered, mortified. The dildo was so well lubricated the sensations were actually nice. Tears ran from his eyes as he shook his head. “Oh sorry darling, I will stop playing now. On the count of three. One… Two…”

Jun Wu didn’t wait three and pushed the whole head in one smooth go. He whistled. “No resistance so far. Let’s see how you swallow it.” 

Swallow it? Xie Lian sobbed. Did it mean that his own body would… would try to have more of this inside? Oh god, it was so big. The head felt as big as the base from the last one. And it had a different shape? It wasn’t as smooth as the last one, almost as if it was ridged and it kept catching his entrance as it went inside further, and further…

Jun Wu suddenly pressed more and viciously twisted the toy where it was the most pleasurable, tearing a shout of stunned pleasure from Xie Lian. “I am pleasantly surprised you’re such a size queen, my Xianle. This one is almost as big as my fist and you take it so well.” 

Xie Lian shook his head, mortified and hurt. He tried to stop his moans and groans, but the sensations were so good. The rough shape of the dildo was rougher on his insides and stimulated him so nicely. There was a tension building down below in his now fully hard cock but he was trying his best to ignore it. He couldn’t come, no, he wouldn’t survive this if he couldn’t hold back, he-

He was forced to keep chasing this high, looking to ride this wave of pure rush but it wasn’t enough. The relentless pressure on his prostate was so good, so perfect. He sobbed harder, how could he think something like this? How could he want it to go just over the edge, just enough to- to go further to-

Suddenly everything stopped, the huge dildo was pulled out from his ass in an obscene moist noise. He cringed and tried to keep his breathing under check, it wouldn’t do well to have a panic attack now. He didn’t know how Jun Wu would react, and he would be too vulnerable… As if he wasn’t completely at the mercy of the man already.

There was, once again, more ruffling sounds and Xie Lian choked another sob. He needed to breathe more air to endure this, he needed to shout but his mouth was full with what he guessed now was a rubber dick. He faintly tried to move away for the next dildo, deeply scared it would literally tear him apart. Could he die of something like this? Would he actually die if Jun Wu kept fucking him with bigger tortures devices…?

“Hush hush, look,” something surprisingly small was pressed against his entrance, sucked in almost instantly. Jun Wu chuckled. “That’s a greedy hole you have there, my naughty Xianle. You could have swallowed this one completely if it wasn’t secured.”

Xie Lian blushed in mortification. Why did his body need to betray him like this?! 

“Tut tut, I know what you’re thinking, my boy. But don’t believe your body is turning against you.” Jun Wu stood up finally, his hands caressing the base of the new plug safely nestled in the swollen hole. “It’s more a case of your body teaching you how you should really be.”

Jun Wu’s face finally came into view and Xie Lian crossed his gaze. He couldn’t hold himself and started to cry, tears trickling non stop. His muffled moans sounded like a sweet string of begging and Jun Wu only smiled with a kind face. He raised a hand towards Xie Lian who was unable to escape the delicate caress of the large hand on his forehead.

“There, my boy, there,” It was said in a soft voice, filled with concern. “I know it’s hard on you. And I wish there was a better way to teach you, you know.”

Jun Wu wiped some tears with his thumb. “Your body isn’t used to it yet, you haven’t been properly trained to come from your ass alone. But I’ll help you, and you’ll see how pleasurable it can be.” He paused and took a handkerchief to wipe Xie Lian’s nose with a fond smile. “It’s only your first time, it’s normal you couldn’t come with just the dildos. You must be patient with yourself.”

Xie Lian was trembling in fear. What was Jun Wu saying? What kind of nonsense was it…? Why was he here? Why!!

“There are easier ways, that’s for sure. I could drug you.” He paused to observe Xie Lian’s horrified gaze and he laughed lightly, tapping his nose with the tip of a finger playfully. “But I won’t do that. I want my darling Xianle untainted and aware. Your body will soon make your mind understand how much of a little anal slut you are.”

Xie Lian’s tears only renewed, stronger than before. He sobbed around his gag, trying to get more air. Was that it? Did Jun Wu kidnap him to… turn him into a slave? His anal slut? What the hell??

“But I know, it’s very hard at first. Just like a horse, you need breaking.” Jun Wu had a contrite face and he lowered his gaze to look at a small remote in his hand. “I’m afraid I will have to be a bit rough to help you, Xianle. But it’s for your own good, don’t forget it.”

Xie Lian shook his head in a pleading litanies of no but-

“MMMMMMH”

He screamed. He screamed SO HARD at a sudden and intense wave of pain and sensations coming from his ass and rushing all over him. His nerves were on fire, it was burning, his could feel his muscles straining uncontrollably, the pulsation of something forcing his body to feel more and more and more and-

It stopped as suddenly as it started. Xie Lian was panting so hard. He felt shaken and boneless. He couldn’t have moved even if he wasn’t restrained at this moment. His dick was rock hard and leaking on his belly and he could still feel spasms in his legs and bottom, around the plug quietly burrowed inside him.

“Electro stimulation is a wonderful way to acclimate your body to hands-free orgasms. I just gave you a bit of a taste but you felt it right? The electricity will set your nerves on fire and I can assure you a short time will make you come harder than you ever have.” He smiled reassuringly, a hand caressing the forehead of the young man. “Ready, my darling?”

Xie Lian shook his head, dreading how long he’d be put on this new torture and he screamed again. Those weren’t moans or whimpers or protests. They were the screams of an adult man in unbearable pain, but his cock and body seemed to keep confusing it with pleasure. And after what felt like an eternity for him, Xie Lian felt again the tingling sensation, the heat building in his cock, the tightening pressure, the- the wave! His hips were shaking, his whole body convulsing in the restraints and his cock kept trembling until Xie Lian arched his back in a loooong wail and finally… he came in long spurts that reached his chest and face.

The electro stopped as he was finishing and Xie Lian’s whole body released a sigh and crumbled, boneless. He kept whimpering with the aftershocks, crying and choking.

“Very good, very good!” Jun Wu clapped. “You’re learning so fast and so well my Xianle! My darling boy! You see how good it feels? How content and satisfied you are right now?”

Xie Lian closed his eyes in shame. He- He couldn’t believe he had come like this. The electro thing had been so brutal he felt like he had been split apart or pierced by hundreds of needles but… he had genuinely felt amazing and overwhelmed. His tears weren’t stopping and Jun Wu cooed.

“Oh my boy, it’s a lot of emotions, I understand. We’ll take a break before I’ll turn it on again.”

Xie Lian felt his heart break.

It turned out that “a break” for Jun Wu was actually anal stimulation with a dildo. Slow and measured motions, twisting and relentless pressure. Xie Lian didn’t try to hold his tears and let them fall freely now, scrunching his eyes in humiliation every time he let out moans of pleasure or every time his body shivered in a pleasant way.

Jun Wu had a lot of expectations concerning his stamina, and he intended to make him come with the electro device at least four times before calling it a day. Though he didn’t tell Xie Lian. His darling boy didn’t need to worry about those things. He would come when he was asked to and he would do it splendidly.

Xie Lian had thought he was prepared for the next wave on the electro. How wrong. This time too, Jun Wu set it so high he couldn’t think and only felt the fire burning in his veins and the pleasure so forcefully ripped from his nerves. His wails only seemed to amuse Jun Wu. The second time he came, Xie Lian sobbed so hard he thought he was going to die with the lack of air. But Jun Wu had comforted him with endless praises and kind touches and… Xie Lian had, despite everything, leaned into the touch.

Everything became a blur of pleasurable slow and soft stimulations and intense bouts of electric agony. And Jun Wu made him come indeed four times like he had planned. At the end of this experiment, Xie Lian looked utterly debauched and, covered in his come, he looked magnificent.

“My sweet darling, Xianle. You’ve been so very good today. You made amazing progress! You should be proud of yourself.”

Xie Lian vaguely protested. He was so exhausted. Only the fear of what Jun Wu could do to him while asleep was keeping him awake. Still, he must have nodded off at some point because the next thing he felt after was a warm and wet cloth cleaning his torso and his face. He looked up to see Jun Wu observing him with a fond smile.

Then he felt the dildo taken out from his abused hole. He winced at the disgusting noise and Jun Wu’s breathy laugh. “You’re a sight to behold, my Xianle.” He said conversationally before cleaning the swollen rim and the groin area. He took particular care to clean the sensitive soft dick of his little captive. Xie Lian winced in slight pain but he was too spent to do anything other than whimper in protest.

“Shh, I’m setting you up for a good sleep. Don’t worry we’re done for today.” 

It could have been reassuring if Jun Wu hadn’t turned back to take something from his rolling cart. This time Xie Lian heard noises of paper ripping and glimpsed at what Jun Wu was holding while standing. It was a long rubber cable that ended up with some kind of valve? He frowned and a panic rush woke him up when Jun Wu firmly took hold of his dick.

“Come on now, Xianle. It’s just a catheter. You wouldn’t want to humiliate yourself, hm?”

Xie Lian flushed with an intense shame at the mere idea of it, tears forming in his red rimmed eyes. He was already humiliated enough!! He choked when he felt the cold lubed cable being inserted in his dick. It wasn’t as painful as what he had experienced earlier and he frowned. It was so weird to… to feel stuffed like this. Jun Wu slid it deeper and deeper, a smirk on his lips.

“It seems like a bit of pain arouses my Xianle,” he noticed, “Your little dick is squirming in my hand.”

Xie Lian protested weakly. “It’s not the time for playing anymore, naughty Xianle. We shall keep this for another day.”

Xie Lian felt like dying. Another day? How many days would he be stuck here, suffering, enduring? He wanted to cry. If only he could be with his San Lang. His boyfriend would hug him tight, he would comfort him and surround him with love and… Xie Lian winced as the catheter was completely set up and hooked on a bag. With a mortified expression, he tried to tell himself that all of this was very fucked up and that he had to endure until people could come and get him. It was just temporary, he could-

“And I will also prepare an enema soon. So like this everything will be clean.”

Xie Lian didn’t know what he expected when he was done being 'set up to sleep’. In his very uncomfortable position, tightly restrained and legs hanging… he was sure that only sheer exhaustion helped him pass out.

He woke with a shout when the vibrator nestled inside him came suddenly to life at a fairly strong setting. He arched his neck, the sensations were too strong, right on his prostate and enough to be very pleasurable! Despite himself, he felt his dick harden. He moaned and shook his head. He couldn’t let this happen again. He wasn’t supposed to find this good, he was supposed to hate it and fight it but his body kept trembling in pleasurable tremors. 

His lovely sounds couldn’t be heard by anyone, and he wondered briefly if Jun Wu had put a camera somewhere to watch him, but the relentless vibrations on his prostate brought him back to his current predicament quickly. He shook his head and his hips. He needed friction. Just a little bit, just a bit of something and he would- he would…

Everything stopped. Xie Lian let out a relieved sigh and tried to gather his breathing back to normal. Then he waited. Would the thing turn on again? Could he really go back to sleep?

As earlier, exhaustion was too strong and soon pulled Xie Lian back to sleep… only for him to be woken up around two hours later with the same treatment. Powerless, utterly broken in front of this kind of treatment, Xie Lian just cried and endured it. Pain, pleasure, exhaustion, shame. It was all too much and he could only try to stifle his sobs of humiliation in vain.

Oh, how much he wished for San Lang to find him soon.

It was the cheerful humming that woke Xie Lian up this time. In five seconds though he remembered where he was and he flinched. 

“Now now, it’s no way to say hello to your benefactor, Xianle.”

Xie Lian frowned. Benefactor my ass, he wanted to say. Jun Wu must have seen his anger because he laughed heartily.

“You’re so cute, still fighting despite everything.” He held the used catheter in his hand and threw it in a bin carelessly. “Now, back to your training my dear boy.”

Jun Wu was too cheerful and Xie Lian could only dread what would happen to him.

“Yesterday we spend a long time training your ass and your body to enjoy anal penetration. The electro seemed to have broken your mental barriers and you can now come from just anal stimulation. Isn’t it wonderful?”

Xie Lian paled. What…?

“Oh? You were so out of it last night? When I came in this morning you were covered in your own cum. Someone had a very good time, I presume, right?”

Xie Lian couldn’t believe it. He tried to remember what happened but it was all so fuzzy, he had been so tired. Was Jun Wu lying? Was it some kind of strategy to- to what? It didn’t make sense, he…

“So given you’re progressing so well,” Jun Wu continued, ignoring the inner turmoil of his captive, “Today I will teach you about milking.”

Xie Lian flinched at the hand that gripped his dick unceremoniously. “This thing here is useless. You don’t need it, Xianle, because you’re made to be fucked only. If it wasn’t such a pretty part of you, I’d think about cutting it.” Xie Lian whimpered in horror and looked up pleadingly at Jun Wu. He only chuckled. “I won’t I won’t. It can still be useful for training. And today we’ll keep you nicely edged and fighting from coming with dick stimulation.”

What did Jun Wu mean with this? Was he trying to trick his body into believing coming not hand-free was bad?

“But I know you will come straight away if I masturbate you. You’re still so inexperienced, it would be cruel of me to set you up for failure like this.” Jun Wu turned to grab what looked like a metal rod. “I will sound you so you won’t be able to come. With a cockring, you will be all ready for a nice day of training.”

Xie Lian felt like crying already. Another day of hellish nightmare then. Was it even worth fighting? He couldn’t just take it but he couldn’t even struggle! He whimpered when Jun Wu gripped his dick tighter and started masturbating him skilfully. He must have put on some lubrication because it was so smooth and Xie Lian could only roll his eyes at the delicious sensations.

He had never been jerked off by someone. Jun Wu’s hands were so big, teasing his base, and fingers were tapping the tip of his dick with a playful rhythm. He moaned accidentally as he was rubbed right under the head, oh god… it was so good, so- so nice he-

“See, I told you. You won’t resist. Be grateful I am so thoughtful.”

Xie Lian was too out of it the day before to really fear the catheter’s insertion. But at the same time, it had been a soft rubber thing. The metal rod in Jun Wu’s hand right now looked cold and unforgiving. And very thick. Too thick.

Jun Wu ignored the muffled protests of his captive when he nuzzled the rod against the tip of the hardened cock. He was smiling with amusement. He pressed in the beginning of the rod, vertically in the same axis as the dick he was holding, and he let go. The rod was holding up straight and slowly… it was sliding inside on its own.

“Look Xianle, your little cock is hungry too.”  Xie Lian felt tears gathering in his eyes and he moaned. “It’s swallowing the sound as if it was made for it.”

And Jun Wu was right. It was going down surely, tickling him in a weirdly pleasant way. However, Jun Wu was probably getting bored, so he accelerated the process by stroking his captive’s cock while pushing the rod further in. At some point it reached deep enough and Xie Lian moaned loudly in surprise.

“I can reach your prostate like this, my dear.” He smiled as he fastened the tip of the rod by screwing a ball on top. “And now, your favorite part.”

Xie Lian sincerely doubted it, but he wasn’t going to question Jun Wu’s self-awareness. The man was absolutely crazy. And crazy was terrifying. The day before had been torture. The electro had hurt so much that Xie Lian kept feeling some tingling for hours afterwards, and hearing that he’d spend the whole day being edged? It was really… really scary.

Jun Wu wasn’t done with his weird anal fixation and started off like before, with careful preparation. Xie Lian had to give him this… he could have been rougher and way more cruel. Maybe he was actually attentive? He shook his head, no he couldn’t think this. Jun Wu had been raping him for he didn’t know how long already, he was a monster!

Was it really rape if you enjoyed it, though, my dear Xianle?

Xie Lian whimpered. He… He had come. Many times already. And with the new dildo forcing his way in, slowly, he knew he’d come again probably soon. The sensations were good. That was the worst part.

“Aaah, you’re already relaxing. This is perfect. Already getting accustomed to it, you’re a wonder.”

Xie Lian trembled. No he wasn’t. He was being forced and he tried to get used to it so he wouldn’t suffer too much.

“Your greedy hole is swallowing all of it so quickly! I don’t even need to push it in!” Jun Wu laughed and tapped lightly on the thighs straining in front of him. “My dear Xianle, I was so right about you. Do you see it now?”

Tears formed at the corner of the golden eyes. Was he really? If he wasn’t fighting it, was it because he really enjoyed it…? He choked as the ramming of the dildo became stronger, rougher.

“Let’s switch to the bigger one right away, I don’t want you to get bored.”

How could he? How could he really? When feeling the bulbous rubber head press against his perineum, dragging slowly lower against his rim… before forcefully penetrating him. Xie Lian gave a muffled cry, this one was way bigger and Jun Wu hadn’t been as kind as before. He felt split open, stretched beyond his imagination. Panting, he shook his head and whimpered.

“Now now, I know you like it rough. Don’t be a child.”

Xie Lian tried to relax, it was the only way for it to not hurt but it was so hard. He wasn’t trying to fight it, he was trying to accept it and even this was a struggle. Jun Wu sighed and moved one hand to envelop the sounded dick and jerked it off slowly.

“There, be grateful I’m being so kind to you, dear boy.”

Xie Lian, to his utter horror, nodded. He was indeed grateful that Jun Wu didn’t split him open, what a fucked up thing to think. The help in relaxing was very welcome, he was horrified to admit, and soon, he tried to move his hips to get more. A relieved sigh escaped him as he felt the base of the dildo snuggled inside him.

“Amazing.” Jun Wu’s hand left his cock to move to his lower stomach. “Can you feel it there, my Xianle? So deep inside you. It’s not a very thick one, but it’s very long, perfect to reach where it counts.”

Xie Lian raised his head with some difficulty and paled seeing the bulge stretching his belly. He whimpered. How was it even possible? It was so big he felt like he had been impaled but it didn’t even hurt that much? He felt so full and so good. How- How was it possible!!

He whimpered, unable to hide his distress. What was happening to him to be aroused by this??

Completely ignoring his mental breakdown, Jun Wu pulled the dildo back with an obscene squelching sound and plunged it back in. In and out. Once. Twice, three times. With the same rhythm, adjusting his movement with jerking motions around the little cock.

“Nice, you’re getting used to this. If you could see how gorgeous you are.”

After what felt like a long time of being jerked off and fucked, Xie Lian knew what was coming. The building up of heat, the delicious feeling he had started to crave against his will. He felt his balls tighten, the pressure intensifying and- and nothing, it kept growing and building but it wasn’t ENOUGH.

Xie Lian shook his head, moaning in frustration and groaning. He didn’t hear the amused chuckle of his captor, he just needed desperately to come!

Then everything stopped.

Xie Lian tried to stabilize his breathing. It had been so intense, he felt the sound that kept pushing on his prostate by moment was so deep inside… and the dildo fucking him with such a nice rythm, it was… it was so good. He felt his vision blur with tears. What was happening to him…

“Oh I know it’s frustrating, but I’m sure you’ll get through this.” 

Jun Wu was right, as usual.

He spent the whole afternoon jerking off and fucking Xie Lian until he was begging to come. And then he would stop for a short time, leaving his ass empty and gaping for something. Anything.

Then he’d start again. Sometimes his hand got tired, so he would just use a vibrating sleeve around Xie Lian’s cock and hold it there and savor the crazy moans of overstimulation coming from the young man.

And he’d stop. Xie Lian would cry and beg for more, it was a sight to behold. He seemed to have forgotten he wasn’t supposed to want more. But edging could drive any man to insanity if done long enough. He would rewire Xie Lian’s brain, it was only a matter of time.

After almost eight hours by now, Jun Wu was getting a bit tired. It was a lot of work moving those toys and keeping them in place nicely. He looked at Xie Lian, he was an absolute mess. Tears were flowing like rivers from his reddened eyes. He was breathless, his chest swelling up and down, trying to give him the much needed air that his mouth full of rubber cock couldn’t provide. He was still perfectly restrained in the most delightfully obscene position, his wet ass leaking with all the lubrication. His little dick was still so hard, an angry red full of blood, and some droplets of cum were barely coming through his tip around the sound.

Jun Wu couldn’t resist and snapped a picture to make it last.

His Xianle was whimpering and moaning like his darling slut. Hole clenching with a loud squelching noise around nothing. He looked broken, his gaze far away, fucked into stupidity… and ready to obey anything.

“My dear boy, you’ve been so perfect, so good…”

Jun Wu approached the head of the bed and bent over his captive. He framed his face with his hand, touching their forehead together.

“You were so strong, enduring this over and over again, without failing.” And he sounded sincerely kind and awed, Xie Lian blinked new tears. “Hush now, no crying.” Jun Wu wiped the tears.

“Listen to me, dear boy, listen and tell me. Do you want to come?”

Xie Lian couldn’t think. He had no idea where he was, what time it was or even what was happening. His whole body was a fire dying to burn completely. He felt like a bow ready to shoot. His cock, his ass, something was missing, he needed more. He wanted to come, yes. To feel the sweet release and the rush of ecstasy.

He nodded. Jun Wu smiled and caressed his cheek. “Do you want the sound off too, darling?”

Xie Lian nodded, a bit more eager. Another smile and Jun Wu added: “Would you like me to jerk you off? You seem to have liked it a lot earlier.”

Xie Lian flushed brightly in humiliation but he could only whimper that yes, please. He had loved it and it felt so good. The first time a man had done this to him and it had felt divine and so intense and it would have been perfect if it hadn’t stopped too early. 

“Are you sure?”

Xie Lian didn’t understand why Jun Wu was insisting. Was it some kind of humiliation kink? He wanted to force Xie Lian to admit he loved this? Still red from shame, Xie Lian moaned and looked at his captor with a pleading look. He was… He couldn’t fight anymore. It was just too hard, he just needed this one thing. Surely Jun Wu wouldn’t say no? Tears formed at the corner of his eyes.

“Tss… You disappoint me, Xianle.” Jun Wu sighed and raised. Xie Lian followed him with his eyes, utterly lost. He had done everything he was asked, no?

“I told you, you are not to come with your little cock stimulated. You are made to be fucked in your pretty hole. This little thing,” Jun Wu flicked his dick and Xie Lian winced in pain, “isn’t for anal sluts like you.”

Xie Lian paled, and cried harder, understanding dawning on him. Oh no… If Jun Wu was mad, what would he do to him?

“I’m sorry Xianle, but believe me. It hurts me more than it will hurt you.”

Jun Wu gripped the dick and pulled out the sound in one go, tearing a shout from Xie Lian who trembled with the sensations and in fear.

“You want to come like this so bad? I will show you. I will show you how awful it can be. And when I’m done with you, you will beg for me to never touch your dick ever again.” 

Xie Lian was shaking all over, terrified and so guilty. If only he hadn’t asked for this, maybe he would have been nicely fucked and put to sleep like the day before? Why did he need to ask for this, it was his fault, he shouldn’t have been so stupid… 

He heard the familiar rolling sound of a cart, but it seemed this one was heavier. He tried raising his head to catch a glimpse but Jun Wu sighed angrily and roughly grabbed his hair and pulled it back, attaching it to the headrest to force Xie Lian to look at the ceiling. 

“No peeking. Don’t worsen your case.”

The new contraption, because it was something much bigger, was like a pumping device. Jun Wu fixed it around Xie Lian's cock and attached it on his hips with the help of a harness. It looked exactly as if his cock was in a little jail of its own. The pump had a tube coming from the top and it hung with the medical IV bag. 

“You were doing so well Xianle,” Jun Wu said after a long silence, “Maybe I expected too much too soon. But let’s turn this punishment into some valuable experience.”

He moved back between the open legs and roughly plugged Xie Lian with the vibrator from the night before. 

“I checked that your IV still had enough to keep you hydrated and nourished. You won’t have a catheter tonight since you have the milking pump. I reckon you will be a sorry mess tomorrow, but you brought it upon yourself.”

Tomorrow??? Xie Lian’s muffled cries became louder. He couldn’t last so long? Whatever torture Jun Wu had in stores, it would be too much!! Already feeling the tight snug of the milking machine around his dick, he knew it would be hard to endure!!

Jun Wu ignored him completely, he couldn’t be swayed by the frantic panicked begging of his captive. He took a remote and clicked something. The pump started to move slowly. Xie Lian thrashed in his restraints, trying to fight back. He couldn’t endure this! He’d die!! For sure he’d die!! No one could be treated like this and survive!! If he didn’t die it would certainly break him!!

“Stop struggling. You’re better than that. I’ll be back tomorrow.”

Xie Lian was crying big fat tears, begging all he could through the gag and the dick choking him. He would kneel and obey if only, only he wasn’t left the whole night hooked on these. 

Please, he wanted to scream at Jun Wu, please, I am so sorry I will be good!

When Jun Wu left, he even turned off the lights.

At first, it was nice.

Xie Lian could experience so many new sensations of his dick being pumped regularly while his prostate was stimulated. If he hadn’t been so scared of how long it was going to last, he would have said it was maybe the best thing in his life.

He was shaking all over, so stimulated, tingling sensations running through him. And the rush of the orgasm so close, so close and so promising. Rolling his eyes in their orbit, he couldn’t help but moan. He felt like he was on a cloud of contentment. The rubber dick in his mouth felt like a reassuring presence to suck on, the weight of it pressing on his tongue. He was so securely attached, unable to move and just forced to submit to unrelenting waves of pleasure.

It was slow at first, to build the orgasm steadily. The vibrator and the pump were on a low setting but Xie Lian could feel them going faster and stronger, carrying him towards completion at the same time. And oh god, did he need this.

A low moan tore its way out from his throat as the pump accelerated dramatically, followed by the vibration. Xie Lian’s voice was trembling, his muffled cries echoing in the empty room. And his body quaked with the tremors of the most intense and painless orgasm he ever had. His body arched in his restraints and he shot a hefty load inside the pump.

It was still pleasant for a few seconds after, the pump and the vibration came back to a lower setting. But then it got oversensitive.

And the nightmare began.

Xie Lian hadn’t experienced what oversensitivity was yet, but after this night he would probably be an expert on it. At first it was the discomfort of having his dick still stimulated. It was like being tickled. It wasn’t nice but it was still… still arousing. And with the prostate still being edged, it was uncomfortable but also so good.

If the pump had stopped then, Xie Lian could have said it was nice to be teased a bit after an orgasm. But the pump didn’t. It accelerated and with it, a flurry of sensations rushed to Xie Lian. Mostly pain. He felt like his dick was on fire, that the tingling was becoming needles and he couldn’t make sense of why he was still so aroused and so hard when the pain was literally tearing him apart from the inside.

He cried and screamed his voice out, his muscles and the bondage straining, but no one would come. Except him. With a violent shout and tremors, with tears and pain. Xie Lian didn’t know what to feel, but it was so painful and he had come a second time in a row. And it wasn’t stopping.

It wasn’t stopping.

Xie Lian wailed and screamed. It was so much worse than the electro thing. So much worse. The pain was relentless, the pleasure was morphing into torture and if he didn’t die of overstimulation, he was sure he would die of lack of air. His eyes were blurry, his nose running and he thrashed violently in his bounds like a mad man trying to avoid death.

“MMMMMMMH!!!!”

In the dark empty room only the whirring of the milking pump and the absolute wails of agony could be heard. The young man strapped on the medical bed thrashed so violently he could probably have strained or tore a muscle if he hadn’t been so bound.

His eyes were white, his pupils rolling behind in mindless pleasure, drowned in tears and sweat. His whole body seemed taut like a bow, agitated like a puppet whose strings were shaken by a badly tempered child. And the screams. Those were primal screams of someone begging anyone or anything to put him down.

It hurt.

It hurt it hurt it hurt.

IT HURT

Xie Lian kept screaming until suddenly, everything stopped.

He couldn’t even begin to understand what was going on. He was wheezing, trying too hard to breathe through the pain, through the sensations. Was it already finished? Was the night already gone? 

Something vicious grew in his heart. Hope.

Was it finished already?

Xie Lian couldn’t stop crying, whimpering and calling for help. Please. He couldn’t endure this much longer, he was going to die like this, it was certain. He’d never see his friends or San Lang again. Jun Wu was going to break him and he’d be forever stuck with this monster, forced to learn to appreciate being fucked like this.

He could never be saved.

Xie Lian sobbed violently, wailing. Why was he treated like this? He hadn’t done anything wrong! He didn’t deserve this, he didn’t!!

You brought it upon yourself, Xianle.

No, Xie Lian sobbed harder. He hadn’t. He had obeyed and he even had come with pleasure, as mortifying as it was to admit. He had loved what Jun Wu had done. Oh god, he was so fucked up and so disgusting.

The silence of the room was only broken by the noises of distress of Xie Lian. And for a long time, he was lost in his inner turmoil. Desperately crying for help or death. So he didn’t hear the click of the milking machine going back online.

And the whole thing started again.

For the whole night.

Jun Wu knew the whole night would be a lot on Xie Lian. He had taken great care of monitoring him to be sure to stop before actually killing his captive with a heart attack or something. But he definitely hadn’t been kind.

As the hours went by, the delicious screaming of Xie Lian became quieter, until by morning his voice had left him. Lying boneless on the bed, all light and fight had vanished from his eyes. When Jun Wu had entered to unhook him and clean him, he had been very pleased to see Xie Lian barely awake but absolutely unaware.

He was far gone into the most submissive subspace.

His body was still shaking with the memories of the torture and the pleasure. His little dick was in a sorry state, the dried semen forming crust on it, and his ass seemed to have done its very best to try and swallow the vibrator. But his face… It was the most beautiful. His golden pupils shone with tears, and his eyes were puffy and red with crying. His eyebrows were relaxed and he looked so much younger.

Jun Wu caressed his forehead to comb away some hair and he smiled when Xie Lian leaned into his touch for comfort. His captive was unaware of what was happening to him. It was the perfect moment to untie him and put him in a bath. He’d be all compliant and most probably in need for cuddles and comfort.

Jun Wu untied the restraints, not surprised that Xie Lian didn’t attempt to move. And he moved to the gag but he stopped, frowning. After a quick observation, he smiled. His Xianle was so cute. He had latched onto the rubber dick inside his mouth to suck it. Probably as a way to bring himself comfort.

“You can keep it then, my dear Xianle.”

Xie Lian wouldn’t keep many memories of what happened next. Mostly, he would remember that he was put into warm water, safely tucked against a broad chest, hugged with gentle hands.

After all the pain, he welcomed the feeling of water running through his long hair, of hands touching him softly.

When Xie Lian woke up again, he was back on the medical bed, bound and gagged. His IV was still in his arm and he was still naked. However, a light blanket had been laid on his upper body and he was feeling curiously rested and… calm.

He tried to remember what had happened but his head was fuzzy. He remembered the agony of the milking machine, how he thinks he must have passed out… and a comforting embrace?

“Hello, my dear Xianle. How do you feel?”

Xie Lian flinched at the voice and looked waringly at Jun Wu approaching. The man seemed entirely too cheerful.

“You were pretty out of it after your punishment. I hope you learnt your lesson?”

Xie Lian paled at the mention of it and nodded quickly, scared it would start again if he didn’t play along. 

“Do you realize it was for your own good?”

Xie Lian nodded again, his eyes tingling with tears. Yes, he understood that coming from his ass, as Jun Wu was saying, was way less painful and probably more pleasurable in the long run.

“That’s good. I’m so sorry I had to do this. Hopefully, things will go better now.” Jun Wu caressed Xie Lian’s face distractedly, and Xie Lian was horrified at how he leaned into the touch.

“Today we’ll try out new things. But it will be focused on making you come. No more edging for a few days, you’ve earned a rest.”

A wave of gratitude rushed through Xie Lian and he berated himself. There was no gratitude to have, he was being forced to endure this!

Jun Wu took the blanket and folded it on a nearby chair before going back to his place between his captive’s legs. He sat on his stool and rummaged through his rolling cart to gather the tool he’d need for today’s session.

“It came to my attention that my Xianle was a bit of a masochist.”

Xie Lian froze and muffled some protests. No he wasn’t!

“Come on now. You keep coming and getting hard despite the pain. I would even dare say that it is the pain that pushes you right over the edge.” Jun Wu laughed lightly. “I will show you, my dear.”

Jun Wu had a short length of white ropes in his hands. With expert gestures, he wrapped them around Xie Lian’s balls, squeezing them in an almost uncomfortable way and stretching them so they came out more prominently.

“Here, like this, they are clearly visible and easy to reach.” Jun Wu illustrated this by gripping them tight, tearing a surprised moan from Xie Lian who blushed with shame. “See? You like it rough. But I’m not a monster,” he added as he got up, “I won’t just go straight to cbt and expect you to come. Those things require patience.”

Cbt? Xie Lian frowned. What was that thing? He gasped as Jun Wu’s hand tapped his balls again. He had never imagined that they could be so sensitive. Tied up so tightly it seemed like sensations were heightened and the playful massage from Jun Wu’s fingers was actually… relaxing.

Against his will, some tension left Xie Lian’s body and he sagged against the bed. He only realized then that the bed was less inclined than the day before and he could actually see what was happening to him. Surprised, he looked at Jun Wu who was smiling fondly.

“I want you to properly witness how your little dick will harden with the pain, my Xianle. So you won’t be able to deny how much of a little slut you are.”

Xie Lian paled, anxious. He was too weak to resist sighing into his gag at the feeling of being massaged on his balls, his perineum and lower… Xie Lian frowned as Jun Wu moved something inside him. Wait… Had he been plugged the whole time??

“Getting so used to being filled you didn’t even feel it?” Jun Wu mocked, not unkindly. “Oh we cannot have that. I will get you a bigger toy.”

Xie Lian groaned. Jun Wu was now playing with the plug and trying to arouse him. He reached behind on the cart and took a little tool. It was the size of a fork maybe, but the handle ended with a spiked wheel. It didn’t look too sharp but Xie Lian instantly froze. That would probably be a lot if Jun Wu were to use it on…

Xie Lian flinched at the sensation on his balls. The spiked thing was pricking him like little pinches. It wasn’t too painful but it made him squirm and moan. Jun Wu didn’t seem to want to take his time and kept rolling the spikes all over the soft skin of his balls, adding sometimes more pressure to the point of making Xie Lian whimper.

All the while playing with the plug and pressing down on the prostate.

Was it the mix of sensation? Or the pain itself? Xie Lian couldn’t say, but he witnessed with utter horror his dick getting harder. And between two moans he had to admit that it felt indeed so good but he also felt terribly empty and he wanted more of this.

“Such a good boy. Do you see? I am always right.” Jun Wu kept playing more intensely, tearing a broken sob from Xie Lian whose dick was rock hard and leaking. “You are perfect. You can be proud of your achievements.”

Jun Wu suddenly stopped, and Xie Lian raised his head, surprised. He had almost expected to have to endure this until he came.

“Oh, I have just realized something. Silly me!”

Jun Wu moved back towards Xie Lian’s upper body and flicked both of his nipples playfully for a long minute. He was delighted to hear the shocked moans of Xie Lian and the surprise on his face.

“I have no sensations there so I keep forgetting, but of course a little slut like you would like this!”

He twisted the nipple almost viciously and Xie Lian bucked in his restraints with a loud groan. His dick started to leak precome. He was liking this, he thought horrified. He loved the pinching and the twisting of his nipples between Jun Wu’s fingers.

“Perfect perfect, let me get the enhancer, it will be perfect, yes…” Jun Wu was thinking aloud, scaring Xie Lian. The enhancer? 

Jun Wu moved back to the cart and rummaged through his things. Turned out that the enhancer looked like two transparent suction cups and Xie Lian didn’t need an explanation to understand how it would work. He liked his chest, he had worked out and trained a lot to get it toned and strong… what was Jun Wu’s goal there?

“You’re so sensitive and it would be a crime not to make you grow some breasts so we can play with this.”

Xie Lian froze and squirmed. Absolutely not! He wouldn’t let Jun Wu fucks his body like this no, he-

“You know I’m right, Xianle.” He shushed his protests with a caress. “You have seen it. How you love being fucked with my toys, how your greedy little hole wants more. And just now, the pain got you so hard you were at this to come.”

Xie Lian shook his head, tears swelling in his eyes. “Hush, I know it’s scary but trust me. You will love it when your nipples are all swollen and the slightest brush will make you shiver in pleasure.”

Did he have a choice in the end? Of course not. So he witnessed with horror Jun Wu moving this new contraption closer. It was a suction machine and as soon as it was turned on, Jun Wu placed the cup to his nipples and they latched onto his skin with a swoosh noise that had Xie Lian burn with shame.

He groaned at the sensation. Another new one. It was painless compared to the rest, uncomfortable though. It was mostly weird to feel his skin being sucked this way.

“Perfect. So we shall start with three thirty minutes sessions per day. The effects will be visible after the pumping but disappear after a few hours. With a nice schedule like this you should have nice heavy breasts in a few months, and maybe a cute a-cup in a few weeks.” 

Jun Wu was beaming, as if a brand new world of fun had just opened to him. Xie Lian only sobbed, desperate. Was he really condemned to this? Was there really no other way? Jun Wu was looking at his chest with something like hunger, and it scared Xie Lian.

“Imagine… If I could find the right products I could even make you lactate.” Xie Lian sobbed, and shook his head again, in vain. Jun Wu’s hand was caressing his chest between the two pumps, his eyes fixated on his nipples. “My beautiful Xianle, with his heavy breasts full of milk for me…”

A long silence stretched between them, only interrupted by Xie Lian’s fearful little sobs. So that was it? Even if he endured anything, Jun Wu would find more fucked up shit to make him go through. He didn’t want breasts! He didn’t want to be full of milk, he wanted to be far away from here.

“I’ll make you see. Maybe I could increase the number of sessions up to five. It could be a bit painful but we established that you like this. So it could work out and you’d have breasts maybe in two weeks.”

Jun Wu had moved back towards his stool between the legs, all the while thinking out loud. He seemed to come back to himself though and took the spiked wheel again and, without warning, rolled it on the tied balls once more. 

Xie Lian’s erection had deflated a bit but now with the return of the pain, the plug vibrating against his prostate and the new contraption on his chest, it felt… it felt good. His protests earlier were quickly drowned out in moans of pleasure and Jun Wu hummed with glee. After long minutes of this, it was clear though that Xie Lian needed more to come. The vibrations weren’t strong enough and the plug was way too small.

“Let’s not get you bored. You deserve a nice reward!”

Xie Lian let his head hang, defeated. A reward? Would he be allowed to come? He winced as the suction got a bit uncomfortable, stretching the skin too much. He was supposed to live through thirty minutes of this, five times a day? No way…

He eyed the new machine being rolled over and, like the other one, it didn’t need explanation. It was a dildo fucking machine. Maybe at least it would be big enough to satisfy him.

He shivered at the thought. No he… It was alright to try and accept it so it was less painful but he wasn’t supposed to crave it. He wasn’t supposed to…

“And with the paddle, hm,” Jun Wu said quietly, “Let’s put this one, it should be thick like my Xianle likes it.”

Yes, exactly how Xianle likes it, thought Xie Lian. He couldn’t even deny it. He felt Jun Wu’s fingers checking he was stretched enough, it was almost clinical this way, and then he felt the rubbery tip nudge his rim. It was a ridged dildo, Xie Lian knew this one gave him heightened sensation.

Jun Wu turned the machine on and Xie Lian flinched. The pressure wasn’t kind at all. It was very forceful! He groaned and tried to relax to let the thing inside but it was relentless and didn’t wait for his muscles to agree before pushing itself deep inside him and tearing a moan of pleasure from him.

Oh god. Xie Lian moaned wantonly. It was so different, it was so long and touching him everywhere. He rolled his eyes and, for a minute, he let himself be carried by the pleasure of a good fucking and his nipples being played.

It wasn’t as uncomfortable as before now that he was moaning with the familiar feelings of being fucked. It was actually quite nice. And then something slapped his balls and he shouted with a pained gasp.

Jun Wu was holding a leather paddle in his hand, and an amused smile on his face. “Look at your little dick squirming with my hit.”

Xie Lian frowned and whimpered, not ready for the next hit that slapped him at the same time as his prostate was grazed.

“I said look, Xianle. Look how much it trembles with pleasure. Can you hear yourself moan?”

Jun Wu hit again in rhythm with the dildo machine a few times in a row. It was slow still, the machine set at a lower speed. 

“Tell me Xianle, do you like this?”

Xie Lian sobbed. Did he have to reply to this? There was only one good answer and it tore him apart to admit it. 

As he was taking too long to reply, he felt another hit, more forceful. And he squirmed and MOANED so loud that Jun Wu laughed. “Tell me then, Xianle. Do you like when I hit your balls?”

Xie Lian nodded, defeated. 

“That’s my good boy. Let’s amp it up, then. You deserve to have a good time.”

Xie Lian wasn’t sure of what was a good time anymore but maybe it was the feeling of being fucked so fast. The machine was put on a much higher setting now and he barely had time to breathe with the breakneck speed it was ramming inside him. He almost expected Jun Wu to leave him like this but…

A hit, another one, another one, one more, it wasn’t stopping!!

Jun Wu was slapping his balls with tremendous force at every thrust of the machine and Xie Lian screamed with pleasure and pain. It was SO GOOD, he was going crazy. His eyes rolling in their orbit he felt the familiar tension, the building below in his dick, the heat going up and up and up…

“MmMMMmmmh!!!”

He begged loudly with a long shout and delighted moans of pleasure. Jun Wu kept going and continued to hit him with the same speed as the machine while Xie Lian shouted and thrashed. It was so much, so good, too good!! Please! He needed more! He wanted more!! Please please!!

Jun Wu laughed and, with the most brutal swing so far, he hit Xie Lian one more time with the machine deep inside, making his little captive come so hard he saw stars, his whole body shaking. 

Jun Wu swept the sweat on his forehead with his sleeve, it was an athletic activity after all. He sighed and looked at his protege with a fond smile, hands on his hips, before putting the paddle away calmly. 

He didn’t care for Xie Lian’s cries of overstimulation, and he took his time to lower the speed of the machine until it stopped. Xie Lian was panting hard, covered in his own cum and his eyes deliciously blurry.

“So perfect my Xianle, so pretty when you come like this. Untouched, only from your little ass and some pain.”

Jun Wu turned off the suction machine too. It wasn’t thirty minutes yet but he was too curious. 

And with good reasons to be. 

He took Xie Lian’s face in one hand, caressing his cheek before gripping his hair kindly. “Look at your pretty nipples. They look like small breasts already…”

Tears trickled through the tired eyelids. “Tut tut, no crying. I know it’s sad they will disappear in a few hours, but soon they’ll be back.”

Jun Wu put his two large hands on Xie Lian’s chest and pinched the nipples with his index fingers and thumbs. Xie Lian squirmed with a surprised moan and looked at Jun Wu, afraid. Jun Wu only smiled and massaged the swollen breast, pinched and rolled the oversentive nubs while making cooing and praising noises.

“My perfect little Xianle, so sensitive.” He pinched more roughly and Xie Lian arched his back, his dick waking up with the delicious feelings. “Didn’t I tell you you would like this? Am I not always right when it comes to you?”

Xie Lian nodded uncontrollably. Yes, yes, Jun Wu seemed to know exactly what he liked. It was terrifying.

“So you will go through your breast enhancement sessions without fighting, then? You will be my good boy?”

The pinching and the massaging were so good, it tore countless little shouts of pleasure and moans and whimpers from Xie Lian. His eyes rolled in his head and he nodded again. Jun Wu knew what was best for him indeed. It felt so good.

Jun Wu smiled, and after a bit more teasing, he put the suction back on. 

“I will leave you to have some fun with the machine while I go for a small errand. When I’m back, we’ll try out other kinds of pain play. You will come so many times today, my Xianle. You will love it.”

Xie Lian agreed almost mindlessly, too absorbed by the fucking he was enduring. If he just had to let himself be fucked and come, this day wasn’t going so bad after all.

Days went by. At least Xie Lian thought they were days. Sometimes he supposed that Jun Wu made him believe more time passed just to mess him up a bit more. 

Xie Lian tried to estimate how long he had been there by looking at his own chest. The day he’d see the beginning of breasts last more than a few hours… he’d probably break down. But at least it would mean it had been two weeks.

He wondered if his friends were closer to finding him. He had no doubts they were looking for him, he knew San Lang would never abandon him. Xie Lian felt a small tear escape his eye. He had been leaving San Lang’s place when he got caught. He had told him that he wanted to sleep at his own place because he had to wake up early to go to work. But also because he was nervous at the idea of sleeping in the same bed.

Xie Lian had been embarrassed to be a virgin at his age, but he had never felt the need to be intimate with anyone, nor had he been even remotely interested. Only San Lang had triggered something new and he had wanted to give him everything. He just had been nervous…

But now, strapped on this medical bed, he had regrets.

Xie Lian made a pained face hearing the humming of Jun Wu. He would never forget this tune, it would probably haunt him forever if he ever got out.

This morning though, he blinked as Jun Wu approached from the IV… but to change the bag for something new. It never happened before, what was going on? Jun Wu saw his reaction, he chuckled and booped Xie Lian’s nose affectionately.

“Don’t you worry, my Xianle. It’s time for a bath and I need you to relax.”

Xie Lian was confused. A bath sounded nice but… relaxed? Was he going to be drugged?

“It’s just muscle relaxant. I don’t want your head to be fuzzy, and I don’t want you to fight me.”

Xie Lian looked away. He had hoped he could maybe fake being weak and try to find a way to escape. Of course Jun Wu would have planned for this. He was always right .

The wait wasn’t long until the drug took effect. And Xie Lian could only observe, powerless, as Jun Wu untied his legs first. He even started to massage them. 

" I do this every day while you sleep to keep your muscles strong.”

Xie Lian only sighed, defeated. Then his hips were freed, followed by his torso. He winced as Jun Wu grazed his sensitive chest, pinching his nipples playfully.

“I hope Xianle can forgive me for teasing him. Your little breasts are growing, it’s hard to resist.” And just to illustrate it, he bent down to lick them from the flat of his tongue before sucking the growing buds with an obscene slurp. “I can’t wait to start the injection. I dream of you being full of milk for me to drink.”

Red from shame, Xie Lian closed his eyes in a pained expression. He didn’t want this. He would never want this. But time after time, especially after the breast enhancement sessions, Jun Wu proved him wrong. Showing him how much he loved being touched and teased from those perky little breasts . Xie Lian had come once from this, he could never forget it.

His neck and his arms were freed next and then Jun Wu took him carefully in a bridal carry. The man was strong, and he took great care of pushing Xie Lian’s boneless head against his shoulders so he wouldn’t break his neck. He was so tender and that messed with Xie Lian’s head the most.

Jun Wu laid his captive in a large bathtub, with warm soapy water. They were even bubbles. Xie Lian laughed to himself. Would he ever have a bath like this with San Lang? Would he even… see San Lang again one day?

“There Xianle, don’t move, I’ll come in shortly.”

Xie Lian felt like he could cry. Of course Jun Wu would join him in the bath. He would probably treat it like a tender moment between lovers.  He couldn’t see Jun Wu undressing, his head wasn’t turned the right way. Though it didn’t take long and soon he was lying against Jun Wu in a sitting position, hugged.

Jun Wu kept humming his little tune, and he moved his hands toward the leather gag still in Xie Lian’s mouth. He hadn’t expected for this one to come off, but he felt so relieved when he could finally close his mouth. As much as he could anyway with the drug keeping his body relaxed and pliant.

Jun Wu caressed his lips and angled Xie Lian’s head so he could kiss him.

Xie Lian frowned and wanted to move away, to no avail. He was suddenly glad he had kissed San Lang before. He could compare now, and nothing was better than feeling San Lang’s warm hands cupping his cheeks like he was a treasure. Nothing could compare the velvety tongue of his real lover caressing his lips before asking entrance with playful pecks.  

Jun Wu took his time, using his tongue, nibbling on the red lips, opening the pliant mouth wide. He was having a good time it seemed, and Xie Lian could only close his eyes and try to forget. 

After one last peck, Jun Wu moved back with a sigh. He put the gag on the side and grabbed a small bucket to help him wet Xie Lian’s head without drowning him.

“You have such beautiful hair, it would be a shame to not take care of it.” He said while putting some shampoo and massaging the scalp of his captive. “There my Xianle, relax. You’ve been doing so well, you deserve to be pampered.”

Shame tightened Xie Lian’s heart. Doing so well . His body had been trained well, that’s all. His disgusting body. But sometimes… he feared that maybe it was his mind who had betrayed him first.

After the hair, it was his body’s turn. Jun Wu took care to be very thorough, especially his intimate -or supposedly- areas and chuckled at Xie Lian’s discomfort.

“You’re usually half-aware when I do that, you know. You’re so cute when you’re like this, too fucked out to protest.” Jun Wu pecked Xie Lian’s lips once again. “In those moments, you kiss me back too.”

Xie Lian felt like throwing up. There was too much to process. He had been freed before? And not drugged? And he hadn’t even fought to try and escape? And he had… kissed back?

“There is something that you do also that is incredibly adorable.” 

Jun Wu grabbed the gag and opened Xie Lian’s mouth to slide the rubber cock part of it inside. Unable to fight, Xie Lian looked at him and protested weakly.

“You suck on the cock in your gag when you sleep. You also do it when you’re upset. As if you were nursing.” Xie Lian froze, deeply uneasy. “It’s so very endearing. I’m sure that if I start fingering you right now you will unconsciously start sucking. Shall I show you?”

Xie Lian tried to move, to show his displeasure, but he could only whimper pathetically. Fingers came to his rim and he gave up fighting to endure, once again, the abuse. He closed his eyes and tried to dislike it but… No, it was nice. It was soft, it was calm. He was warm in a hug, surrounded in a bubble of safety.

And like Jun Wu said, as the pleasure built up, he let out little moans and whimpers, nursing the rubber cock like a pacifier. He came almost quietly under the watchful gaze of Jun Wu who kissed the crown of his head tenderly.

“So beautiful… Let’s get you out now, before the water is too dirty.” 

Jun Wu left the bath and this time, Xie Lian could see. His eyes widened in sheer horror. Jun Wu was huge . How come he hadn’t used this on him already? He wasn’t complaining of course, but from a man with such a power fantasy, that was weird.

“Aah Xianle, Xianle…” He said teasingly while sitting at the edge of the bathtub. “If you keep looking at me like this I might get hard. It hasn’t happened in years but for you, maybe I could…”

What was it about Jun Wu not being able to get it up? Xie Lian frowned. It looked perfectly fine from where he was…Swelling quite fast, as a matter of fact.

“Hm, I hadn’t planned for this but let’s not waste an opportunity.” Jun Wu moved Xie Lian to angle his head on the edge of the bathtub, perfect height. He tugged at his hair and forced his mouth open. “Let’s feed you something more solid, hm?”

Xie Lian had never had a dick in his mouth except the gag, and it was small. And he had never imagined his first blowjob to go this way. Though in his misfortune, he didn’t have to do much. His muscles were so relaxed that he had no gag reflex, and it seemed Jun Wu was taking great pleasure in this, believing his groans.

He was so big that the stretch hurt Xie Lian’s mouth. The taste was strong, musky, but clean at least. It was warm and so heavy on his tongue and especially, it was so long. He wished so hard at this moment that Jun Wu wouldn’t get hard again after this, that he wouldn’t think of adding oral training to his neverending list.

He wished so hard he could be anywhere else. As he was used roughly, barely better than a cock sleeve, he wished he could be with San Lang. And if that wasn’t possible, death wouldn’t be so bad.

“So tight and so warm,” Jun Wu thrusted faster, “I’ll make you swallow, you’ll be full of my come, you-” He shivered and released inside Xie Lian, who was now crying again. “If I could get hard all the time, I’d pump you full of my come. You’d be round and so perfect.”

He pulled out and Xie Lian took a deep breath. He was so tired, he just wanted to be left alone… He just wanted to be anywhere else. His silent tears became sobs and soon, big fat tears ran through his cheeks. Jun Wu cooed and took him out of the bath to wrap him in towels and hug him against his chest.

“Oh my darling… My dear Xianle… You’re so exhausted.”

Xie Lian tried to move but he could only whimper, his sobs racking his body. He felt he was getting some strength back but not enough to be autonomous. He tried to move his lips, it was hard after having something inside his mouth for so long, gag or cock. He could barely form words and his head felt so messy. He wanted to beg to be freed but he could only whisper.

“... W-Why…?”

Jun Wu smiled, as you would to a child asking a funny question. He cradled Xie Lian face in his hand, he was cute, burrowed in all the fluffy towels and his wet hair sticking out. He wiped tears with his thumb, kissed the forehead, his gaze getting lost in the golden eyes. They were glassy and full of unshed tears.

“Because you are so pretty when you cry.”

Xie Lian despaired. 

At the beginning of this nightmare, he had tried his best to keep fighting. If he couldn’t physically save himself, he swore to himself he would at least keep his mind strong and keep rejecting whatever Jun Wu was trying to make him believe.

But after so long, it was hard. 

And sometimes he wondered if it was worth the pain. When he obeyed Jun Wu, he was always rewarded with pleasure. And even if sometimes it was mixed with pain, Xie Lian understood now that it was the kind of pain he craved, that it was for his own good. Never before he would have thought he could enjoy being fucked so much.

Now the feeling of his ass empty was uncomfortable to him. It didn’t feel right anymore. The sensations of something ramming inside him, going in and out, slowly and deep, was like a calming lullaby. Jun Wu was right, he was probably made for this.

These days, his training had focused more on his breasts. Jun Wu had managed to help him grow small breasts now. He said they looked incredibly pretty on his strong body, that the soft flesh was looking nice next to his muscles. Xie Lian didn’t think so yet. But he knew sooner or later, Jun Wu would show him and he’d see the truth for himself.

After so many sessions, he had a small a-cup, just enough so Jun Wu could feel them in his palm, rub them lovingly, massage them. Xie Lian always loved when Jun Wu was soft like this, but he also appreciated it when he pinched his nipples. Some day he’d use clamps and he would delight in tugging on them until the pain and the anal stimulation made Xie Lian come with a shiver.

He said he wouldn’t pierce them despite how pretty it would look. It could be problematic when he’d start with the lactation process. Piercings couldn’t stay if he were to use pumps. Xie Lian had felt relieved hearing this. He wasn’t ready for this kind of commitment.

Sometimes Xie Lian feared Jun Wu would get bored of him. And he honestly wondered if in this case, he’d be killed quickly or left with the milking torture until he died. He hadn’t disobeyed or done anything to warrant being hooked on it, but sometimes, Jun Wu still turned it on and left him for the whole night. It was so he could remember the pain, he said. So he wouldn’t get any ideas. Xie Lian couldn’t do much except endure and say that he understood it was for his own good. Because his treacherous body would try to make him think his ass wasn’t enough.

And Jun Wu was always so kind afterwards. He would untie him and bathe him, and cuddle him. It was nice and it always felt warm. Xie Lian wondered sometimes if San Lang would feel as warm. If he ever saw him again.

After the bath, Jun Wu would keep him safe against him, they would lie on a sofa most of the time. Xie Lian still had his feet shackled but otherwise he was free, he was too tired to think of escaping anyway. When Jun Wu’s hand was scratching and massaging his head, Xie Lian felt almost safe. 

Xie Lian also didn’t like for his gag to come off. Jun Wu had been right once again when he had said Xie Lian had an oral fixation. Sometimes he’d lie his captive, head on his knees, and he’d use a dildo to fuck his mouth slowly. And Xie Lian only had to stay there and open his mouth obediently. If Jun Wu was in a good mood, he would pet him while making him cockwarm his huge cock. 

Jun Wu couldn’t get hard, or very rarely, but he enjoyed the warmth of Xie Lian’s mouth too much. He’d keep him like this for hours. Sometimes he would even read him a book until Xie Lian fell asleep, or until he came with the intensity of the vibrator in his ass.

Xie Lian wanted to escape. He wanted to go back to his San Lang. But sometimes… sometimes he wondered if it wasn’t too late.

When Xie Lian blinked his eyes open this morning, he felt something was wrong.

There was no cheerful humming of Jun Wu, just the sound of rummaging in the room. He was safely attached in his usual and familiar predicament, his catheter off. In theory, Jun Wu was supposed to pull it out, check his IV and then start the breast enhancement session. He would also use a vibrating dildo if he was in a good mood, and he’d leave until the thirty minutes were done.

So why…?

“Aah, my Xianle,” he sighed sadly, “I’m afraid… I’m afraid this won’t be a good day for either of us.”

Xie Lian paled, already trying to think about what he could have done wrong. He had been very obedient recently, he hadn’t even protested at all the new painful devices Jun Wu had tried on his balls the day before. 

“Don’t look at me like this, my dear. It’s not your fault.” He approached his captive and caressed his forehead tenderly. “It’s your friends. They found out who took you. They froze my assets, my houses are under surveillance. I cannot leave this place anymore.”

Something sparked in Xie Lian. A little fire that was already burning too hot. Hope . Was he going to be saved? Was it soon finished??

“Tss… You wound me, Xianle. You look hopeful and happy.” Jun Wu shook his head and Xie Lian knew that look. “Even if we have to part ways, I cannot let this pass. You’re mine. Haven’t I taken such good care of you?”

He was caressing his body tenderly, teasing his sensitive little breasts. “Haven’t I taught you so many things about yourself? How you were built for pleasure?” The pressure on his nipples intensified and Xie Lian closed his eyes, with a muffled moan of pleasure.

“That’s what I thought. You need a reminder.” Jun Wu left abruptly to the back of the room. “It will keep you busy also.”

Xie Lian swallowed, anxiety rising. Until now Jun Wu had been kind, but right now he was cold and that was scary in its novelty. Jun Wu wouldn’t leave him to die right? Especially not… on a fucking machine? Frightened tears welled up in his eyes.

He heard the familiar sound of the dildo fucking machine being put in place right on his entrance. He could feel it was one of the big ones that could make him come untouched. Then it was the dreaded milking machine that was placed around his limp dick and he suddenly wished he didn’t have one.

Xie Lian could barely hold his sobs. He whimpered, pleadingly. Jun Wu didn’t look at him and busied himself with locking the machines. Xie Lian could see that he had secured the access to turn them off with padlocks.

No, no, please, Xie Lian wanted to beg. Tried to implore furiously despite his gag. 

Jun Wu finally looked at him and his somber face softened. “My Xianle, I will miss you so much.”

He moved closer to Xie Lian and attached the key to his gag. He looked at him for a long time, his fingers caressing his wet cheeks. He bent down to kiss Xie Lian’s forehead tenderly and he rested his head on his shoulder.

“I love you, my dear Xianle.”

Xie Lian trembled. He loved him? That was… Maybe in Jun Wu’s twisted mind he had done this out of love for Xie Lian. Because he sincerely thought he was destined to be fucked like this. Xie Lian only cried harder and begged more frantically. 

Please, please, if you love me, don’t leave. Don’t, please, don’t-

Jun Wu raised and took something from the cart, it was a leather blindfold, thick and heavy. Xie Lian shook his head, scared. Until now he could still see, even if it wasn’t always a lot, but he could keep touch with reality like this, he-

“Hush, my Xianle. Hush…” 

Blinded, Xie Lian thrashed as much as he could with all the restraints and machines hooked on him.

“I will miss your pretty eyes.”

Muffled protests and more begging didn’t faze Jun Wu. He turned to grab the breast enhancer and chuckled to himself sadly. “It’s a shame I couldn’t give you the heavy breasts I promised. You would have been truly perfect full of milk.” He turned the suctioning machine on and placed the cups on the little breasts.

Xie Lian moaned as the sucking was followed by the pressing of the dildo inside him. The first penetration was always so intense, pushing and pushing without mercy to reach so deep. The milking machine followed then and at this moment, he knew there was no hope to escape this last torture.  But he begged again and again, between two choked gasps of wanton moans.

“I will surrender to the police now. Maybe I’ll wait until Xianle learns his last lesson before telling them where to find you.” Jun Wu was stroking his hair absent-mindedly. “That is… If they don’t kill me on sight when they see I have a weapon. Poor Xianle. They would never find you.”

Horror rushed through Xie Lian. He wanted to panic and scream but he could only moan because he felt so good. But the threat of being left there until he died wasn’t enough to make him stop begging for more. His sobs racked his body, Jun Wu only shushed him tenderly. 

Blindfolded and secured, submitting to endless pleasurable torment, Xie Lian didn’t know how much worse it could get. Until he felt a headset placed on his ears and then… complete silence.

He was alone. 

He was utterly and completely alone, unable to hear his screams of fear, moans of pleasure. Or if anyone was coming.

Was he going to die?

How long had he been there? Was Jun Wu already gone?

He had come once already, it was starting to hurt. He was thrashing in his restraints. 

Was he screaming? He couldn’t hear!

Was there someone with him? Was anyone coming?

The machines didn’t stop. He could only imagine their sounds, he could only feel the pain. The tension building up and up, the thousand needles piercing him, the invasive presence ramming in his ass, the stinging feeling of his swollen breasts.

Was he going to die?

How long had it been?

Please, please, save me, it hurts.

He was screaming.

It hurts.

It hurts it hurts it hurts.

It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts.