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Gem has been a spy most of her life, and for the entirety of her career, she has lived behind enemy lines in Emputa, completing missions to further Clarus' political goals.
She has worn many a mask in her time, but not one of them was ever so grand as this.
Lynx, you are to acquire a fake child and husband, creating the perfect family. Your child will enter schooling at the prestigious Emputan School of University Preparation, giving you access to high-security school events. At these events, you must meet and form close bonds with elusive politician Doc M. Sieben, and uncover his political agenda. This, Lynx, is your mission.
Fuck.
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What I don't know can't hurt me. by starlight_matrix
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
02 May 2026
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It wasn’t the first time they’d had a fight, and it wasn’t the first time Impulse had been angry at him.
The worst part was, Scott knew exactly why Impulse was angry at him.
He feigned ignorance.
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Ren has never really loved his hair, but he can tolerate it well enough.
… most of the time.
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Married at First Sight by starlight_matrix for Contrarian1107, notquitesummer
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
11 Mar 2026
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Nine couples, paired together by a team of scientists and psychologists, meeting for the first time at the wedding altar.
What could possibly go wrong?
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"I pray today, your soul to keep..." by starlight_matrix for Contrarian1107
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
28 Dec 2025
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Ren's head feels full of cotton- like he has a cold, like he might pass out. He can't feel his fingers. He's soaked to the bone from the blood rain, his clothes stained with red.
"Don't do this," Martyn whispers. He already sounds defeated.
He already knows what Ren will say.
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- Part 12 of 2025 Monthly Fanfic Challenge
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2025 Monthly Fanfic Challenge by starlight_matrix
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Buddy Daddies (Anime), Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
28 Dec 2025
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Exactly what it says on the tin!
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Sorry About the Blood in Your Mouth by starlight_matrix
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
11 Aug 2025
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What would you like? I'd like my money's worth.
Try explaining a life bundled with episodes of this-
Swallowing mud, swallowing glass,
The smell of blood on the first four knuckles.We pull our boots on with both hands,
But we can't punch ourselves awake,
And all I can do is stand on the curb and say:Sorry about the blood in your mouth.
I wish it was mine.- "Little Beast" by Richard Siken
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When Have You Ever Known the World to Be a Fair Place? by starlight_matrix
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
21 Dec 2024
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Title is a line pulled from "Can't Go Back" by The Crane Wives
A 4-part Pirate/Fae AU wherein Scott challenges pirates with the truth of the world they live in, Skizz reflects on the importance of trust and safety, and Impulse learns that sometimes, things can change for the better.
"No Amount of Fear Will Keep You Safe"
Pt. 1 - "Questioning" - Scott-centric - questioning your beliefs through contrast with others"All the Self-Loathing in the World Won't Change a Thing"
Pt. 2 - "Searching" - Skizz-centric - searching for perspective when your worldview is challenged"The Sleeping Giants are Finally Waking, Waking"
Pt. 3 - "Understanding" - Impulse-centric - understanding that the world is always changing"My Pulse is Clear, Rushing in My Ears"
Epilogue - "New Beginnings"- Words:
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"It is not the doctors who care for us..." by Contrarian1107, starlight_matrix
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
17 Dec 2024
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"... we make do ourselves." – Sick4Sick Torrin A. Greathouse.
Alt title that is also the title of the document Star and I have together:
Let's disabled some mcyts!
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“If you knew what was happening in my mind…” - Purity by lilyisthatyou
Omegaverse AU with recurring themes of doubt, acceptance, and community.
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Azadi by SettingSparks (sprx77), sprx77 for Squiggly_lines
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
04 Sep 2020
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There is this:
Roy, gasping: "Fullmetal--"
"I've been Ed to you for years, Roy." As he slides his automail leg against Roy's thigh. "Or is there something you want to tell me?"
Fullmetal was dangerous, a force of nature, but Ed evokes a terrifying cacophony of warm emotions in Roy's chest, fondness and exasperation and some measure of awe, and comradery, of intellectual challenge and a measure of truly equal partnership that Roy never imagined having, comfort in his own home and his own skin, and all told Fullmetal's the safer option.
"You've caught me out." He gasps, fingers curling in the sheets. "I'm just with you for the automail."
Ed snorts.
"Liar." he mouths, smiling, across Roy's shoulder blades, the tickle of golden hair cascading in his wake.
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- Part 4 of Glitter and Gold
Bookmarked by starlight_matrix
04 Jun 2026
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The Lover Becomes the Beloved (artwork) by Deafbunnygirl for OutcastDeity
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
31 Jan 2026
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04 Jun 2026
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Center Stage by Amethystfairy1
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
06 Jun 2026
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He wasn’t sure why he even bothered to come…much less why he was here before 7 AM. But it wasn’t like he’d done much sleeping in the past three months, anyway. He’d gotten an email that the performing arts department was reopening it’s doors to faculty who were still in the city, those who wanted to root through their offices or even just try to get back to routine.
Routine...? Come in, check the broken stage lights…fix up things upon these very same boards where he’d sat for long hours surrounded by grading papers and an extremely uncooperative tablet.
How strange, to ask that of him. To ask him to just settle back in as if he were full again when he was bled so dry by the past three months he only could think of one thing that might refill him. Here he was, center stage...and this really was something out of a playbook.
{In which Martyn performs to an empty crowd, Ren runs fast, Scott is still a bit delirious, and Jimmy is just happy to be here.}
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Bookmarked by starlight_matrix
30 May 2026
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“This is the last time you tell me I’ve got it wrong” by Amethystfairy1
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
22 May 2026
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“W-Well now, what else are we to do with him, Scar? He thought I’d be…be angry with him for not getting to you quickly enough? I mean, what even is that? Where does that come from?”
“Take it easy, Mumbo, my Jumbo-est!”
“What?”
{In which Mumbo grapples with the new member of the Swagon, and just wants to take care of such a fragile seeming thing.}
(Hermit-a-Day May Day 22 - Mumbo Jumbo)
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- Part 5 of Traveling Thieves {Dark Fantasy AU}
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24 May 2026
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Who would've thought he'd miss this ugly green fluorescent apron?
{In which Hypno gets back to his hourly part-timing, Joe Hills has an anatomically correct skeleton, and the colors still clash horribly, but Hypno can't bring himself to mind}
(Hermit-a-Day May 2026 - Day 21: Hypnotizd)
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Bookmarked by starlight_matrix
22 May 2026