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Whatever & Ever, Amen by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
07 Jun 2026
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Jay can't dodge this one. Mrs. Johnson is turning seventy-five and she wants her entire family to spend half of December together. They've rented two massive cottages in a fancy winter resort four hours north of Toronto. Maybe, maybe, if he and Matt weren't getting married, he could duck out of it. Maybe if fifty thousand dollars weren't being dangled above their heads, he could whine and mope his way free.
But Matt wouldn't hear it.
"You're going," he said.
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OR: Who the hell is Owen?
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- Part 4 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
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08 Jun 2026
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cinéma verité by falteringstar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.
Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.
On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.
The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*
*Certain sections have been edited for brevity.
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02 Jun 2026
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Honey, it never stops by zombielite
Fandoms: The Dirties (2013), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
08 Jun 2026
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Matt is caught with a locker full of guns before he’s able to shoot anyone. He’s expelled and his family moves to the other side of the city, where he starts at a new school. He’s been banned from watching movies, creating movies and basically doing anything that would bring him joy.
He’s also not meant to contact Owen, but if he happens to find a boy in the music room that just happens to remind him of Owen, that’s probably okay. That’s probably healthy. There’s no rules against that.
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01 Jun 2026
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“Here”, Matt holds up the phone. No photo, caller ID Anne. “Um, your sister is calling you?”
Jay sits back down on the couch, his brow furrows. Matt picks up the call, presses the speaker symbol and tosses the phone into Jay's lap who rushes to hold it up to his ear.
“Hello?” Jay flinches as soon as the way too loud voice of his sister booms into his brain. He turns off speakerphone. Matt makes a displeased sound as he drops next to him.
“Hey Annie, what's up?” They don't call each other, have more of a text-back-two-days-later-relationship.
“Hi Jay, so you have to promise not to get mad.”
Jay's little sister is getting married, so Matt and Jay pretend to be a couple. To get a show at the Rivoli, of course.
Watch Nirvanna the Band try to navigate a fake relationship, confusing feelings, decades of repression, mommy issues, and becoming gay icons.Or:
Nirvanna the Band the Show the Birdcage the Fanfic based on a movie based on another movie based on a play — official tagline: Come as you are.
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19 May 2026
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(Webseries era; an irritated and inquisitive Jay decides to finally exercise the authority he’s always known he has over Matt. He kicks him around on the floor a bit and Matt cums in his pants. The end.)
Matt did well with instruction back then, not just dares and challenges. He was a surprisingly good student. Jay always copied off of him. But when they tossed their caps up on graduation day and no roadmap fell back down into their hands, both stagnated. Matt’s world stayed small, but it was all he needed. Now they were like two fleas running laps on the head of a pin, forever and a day, but would either of them really have it any other way?
Jay dissolves his miserable daydream with a shake of his head, longing to return to his work at the piano keys. But there’s Matt, on his knees, in seeming supplication for another command.
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14 May 2026
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believe me, it's the next best thing by cortamambo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 May 2026
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“You watched the film?”
"I'm afraid not. But I'm excited to see it when it's time for the showing.”
Matt feels that itch, that spring under his feet that fills him whenever he’s coming up with an idea. It’s a literal spring, apparently, because he shifts back and forth until he’s leaning into Williams’ personal space. Because how good would it be, to get back at Jay like this? In their shared hotel room? Fuck, in Jay’s stupid choice of a bed?
“You wanna check a preview back at my place?”
Williams smiles.
Matt's still reeling from the adoration he's getting from the press. An upcoming actor at Sundance approaches him, and, well, he's kind of a little bit like Jay.
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07 May 2026
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shock, shift and shake off by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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“My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
“You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
“You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.Bookmarked by pulpfan
03 May 2026
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to be safe up here with you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Apr 2026
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Like an archivist, Jay continues dutifully onward. He noses along the curve of Matt's neck, smelling the sweat there, going dizzy with desire, before moving his lips to the corner of Matt's mouth. And then his cheek. Jawline. Up around the temples and back down around the ear, neck, throat, collar bones, shoulders. Jay moves with a ruthlessness dedicated to worshiping every inch of Matt until he's squirming.
"Jesus, Bird," Matt pants, "is this what you're like with women? Coming on kind of strong, eh?"
Jay doesn't look up from where he's sucking at a mole on Matt's stomach. "You like it."
Matt's leg hooks itself over Jay's back.
"Yeah. I do."
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01 May 2026
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audio erotica by verdantry
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
30 Apr 2026
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What Matt doesn't know about what his friend pictures while masturbating can't possibly hurt him. Presumably. Matt has a preternatural ability to understand Jay thanks to their decades of friendship, but as far as Jay knows, that skill doesn't extend as far as literal mind reading.
And thank god for that.
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30 Apr 2026
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Trying to Figure Out the Stars by baptistes
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
24 Apr 2026
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It’s not often that Matt and Jay get out of the city.
(alternatively: let's get drunk at wards island so i can spill my guts without feeling guilty about it!)
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26 Apr 2026
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Matt is tried as an adult. Owen deals with the aftermath.
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19 Apr 2026
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The Matt Johnson Girlfriend Experience by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
15 Apr 2026
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"See, this," Jay says, panting. "This is how you treat your girl."
"Is that what you are, Bird?" Matt asks, inches from Jay's skin. "My girl?"
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Matt discovers a nude photo of one of Jay's past hookups on his phone.
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16 Apr 2026
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i never understand these things i feel by caleheadism
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
13 May 2026
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For a second he'd wondered if everything else had been a dream. If he was finally waking up now, after all these years. That Never Come Down had never been a hit, that he'd never been famous at all. That it was him and Matt who were going on tour.
That was something they used to talk about. After booking the Rivoli, they'd tour Canada and the U.S. as Nirvanna the Band. A road trip adventure. Jay had such a clear image in his mind of Matt coming up with some crazy promotional stunt for them, something like jumping into the Grand Canyon.
“You with me, Bird?”
But no, that couldn't be right. Jay was the same Jay he'd always been. He was still in his Hawaiian shirt from the concert. He was in restraints.
“Did you—" He blinked at Matt in front of him. "You kidnapped me?”
Matt stood up, a little taken back. “How else would I be able to talk to you?"
God, they'd ended up in a Misery homage?On the first night of Canadian Rockstar Jay McCarrol’s world tour, the man disappears.
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10 Apr 2026
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The Belief by crosseyedpainless (st5rcrest)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
05 Apr 2026
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Maybe forgetting dreams is a blessing.
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09 Apr 2026
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i'm in your city, can you show me around it? by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
07 Apr 2026
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"How are you, Bird? It's good?"
"Yeah." His hairline and the divots of his collarbone are shining. The inner corners of his eyes. "Good." He swallows, and Matt watches his Adam's apple working. "I'm glad this is with you."
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- Part 3 of the door you run through
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07 Apr 2026
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Philosophy by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Apr 2026
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"Have you noticed all you've been playing lately are love songs?" Matt asks.
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Jay's sister is getting married and wants Jay to play the piano for their first dance.
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- Part 3 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
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03 Apr 2026
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hold me tight and show it to me by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
28 Mar 2026
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Matt's smile is full of pride. "What else do you like, Bird?"
It's so difficult to do this, but he knows how much Matt likes it. The praise. And he deserves it, besides.
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- Part 2 of the door you run through
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28 Mar 2026
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“Holy shit, you actually did it,” Matt breathed. “I didn’t think— Jesus, Jay, you really are desperate.”
“I did what you asked!” Jay whined.
“If that’s what I got just for asking, I wonder what else I could make you do,” Matt mused. “Hell, I bet you’d buy me a car if I gave you a blow job.”
Jay nearly choked. “Matt…”
“Oh, relax, you fucking prude. Bitch. Don’t try to pretend this is anything other than a sex thing.”
“I’m— this is about… being supportive,” Jay said carefully. “I’m helping young artists.”
“Helping young artists do what?” Matt mused. “Fuck you for money?”
In which famous!Jay and webseries!Matt have a very lucrative phone call.
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- Part 64 of Gimme, Gimme, Gimme
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27 Mar 2026
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Jay wakes up and Matt isn’t home.
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Could there be a sweeter arrangement? Over and over
he gets to ask.
I get to tell.Bookmarked by pulpfan
27 Mar 2026
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Matt had always been stronger than Jay. Whenever they fought as kids, he would always end up overpowered; manhandled and forced into submission. After a while—Enough time for a growth spurt—He learned to use his height and agility to his advantage, dodging and ducking under thrown punches. Matt hated that. He'd say he won about half the time. Today just wasn't one of his days.
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Matt and Jay fight (and then fuck)
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26 Mar 2026