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Rest in peace, Nakamura-kun by willowsgarden (sapphic_lime)
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
09 Jun 2026
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They say that when you die your last seven minutes are filled with the flashing of every experience in your life, and that these final moments might be the most vivid, real, and terrifying experience of your existence.
Apparently those seven minutes can happen when you’re alive and well, and Nakamura Okoto is the poor soul divinely damned to experience it. Or maybe he is dying?
Dying or dreaming. Probably dreaming. He must be dreaming.
How else would you explain that *the* Hirose Aiki had asked him to stay over at his house for the night?
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09 Jun 2026
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You visit Zanka in the hospital after he’s injured from his fight with Jabber. And somehow, he’s just as beautiful as he ever was.
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09 Jun 2026
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You and Enjin only wanted to help.
A warm meal, a safe place, a temporary home.
That was the plan.
Then you adopted Riyo.
Then Zanka never left.
Then Rudo arrived with too much anger and nowhere else to go.
Somewhere along the way, "temporary" stopped meaning anything.(Or: Found family story about healing, staying, and learning you don't have to earn love.)
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08 Jun 2026
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“Say ‘Enjin’…” Surprise flickers through Rudo; his eyes finding Enjin. The cleaner’s eyes narrow, but he continues to stare straight ahead, studying Mymo with impressive intensity.
“How’s Alto doing?” The world goes deafeningly quiet around them; his eyes are still on Enjin. He watches in real time as a harrowed expression takes over Enjin’s face, all traces of his intense glower gone within seconds. The cleaner's eyes snapped to him a moment later, whether out of instinct or something else, looking profoundly terrified.
What a rare sight to see.
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Rudo finds out Enjin knew his dad.
(Post doll fest arc, enjin with his kids)
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- Part 4 of Gachiakuta
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06 Jun 2026
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Enjin taught Rudo how to drive before Gris could and under everyone's noses, and Zanka is the first person to experience said driving skills.
Which end up horribly.
Or did it?
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02 Jun 2026
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Heaven Forbid A Man Want His Boyfriend Carnally by FullyFunctional
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
02 Feb 2026
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Armin agreed to go to a frat party with Eren finally, but he's terribly distracted the whole time because his boyfriend is, unfortunately, very hot and sexy to him. And then he's a loser about it for like 2,000 words and then they kiss and that's the whole fic
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- Part 3 of Frat Boy Eren and Nerdmin Universe
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01 Jun 2026
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Nights Like These are Ones I Always Regret (But I Keep Letting Them Happen) by Littleshootingstar
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime), Gachiakuta (Manga)
06 Apr 2026
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Zanka hated it, he thought. The idea of Jabber of all people, worshipping the filthiest parts of himself and his past. He hated the feeling, the squelching and the suckling and the wetness. So why did it feel so good?
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Zanka and Jabber can't stop hooking up, and one night Jabber starts paying attention to the scars on Zanka's thighs.
do not copy, translate, or feed my work into ai.
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- Part 1 of Janka Ramblings
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31 May 2026
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Fighting trash beasts is dangerous, being a Cleaner, let alone being a Giver, is also dangerous. Then again, anything about the ground is dangerous. But that never stopped Enjin from genuinely falling in love. With a man nonetheless. He’d always suspected himself to be bisexual but with a woman preference.
Something about Gris just made Enjin want to explode, in a good way. Although it was a bit rocky, here the two are, considered the “old men yaoi” of the Cleaners even though they both aren’t even that old. It’s sort of endearing to be supported in such a way though.
It’s when Rudo enters the picture that things get interesting. Enjin and Gris only hid their relationship in their beginning stages, but now that they’ve been together for who knows how long? They don’t hide anything. But then Rudo goes and looks at them weirdly. Enjin can’t help but get amusement from that, is the kid homophobic? Definitely interesting coming from a spherite.
Gris, the cool headed of the two, simply suggests that maybe Rudo doesn’t know about certain things. So of course Enjin had to get to the bottom of it.
TLDR
Engris adopt Rudo, teach him things, and spoil him with sweets
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30 May 2026
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Today should have been a normal training session as usual. But somehow it wasn't.
Something had gone very wrong - and it was Zanka's fault.
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30 May 2026
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“A shitty dream?” a light-hearted voice with a tint of concern is somewhere not far, but somewhere Zanka’s bleary eyes can’t see yet.
“A shitty life,” he groans, letting his eyes slip closed again, but remaining in a sitting position.
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29 May 2026
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Zanka smiles— lax, warm, appreciative in a quiet way that Rudo wants to mimic so bad. The corner of his lips twitch.
Whenever Rudo smiles, it is not effortless. It does not come natural, not the way Zanka's smiles seem to be. Maybe with time, with effort, they will be.
// Rudo thinking about the smiles of his friends, putting more attention to Zanka's.
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29 May 2026
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Sometimes, the pain comes to be too much. Too sharp, too loud, too heavy. It balloons until it is all Rudo can think of. It hurts, and Rudo is left to ride the wave by his lonesome.
This time, Zanka is there for him. Zanka helps him and Rudo can't ever express how grateful he is for it.
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28 May 2026
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Zanka notices that after every job Rudo goes off and hides for a day or so. He decides to take it into his own hands to help Rudo because despite them fighting often, he does care about him and hates it when he's hurting.
Or.. Zanka bathes Rudo as they bond more as siblings.
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28 May 2026
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Rudo has stopped and he’s taken off his sunglasses to squint at Zanka worriedly. “You look like shit, Zanka,” he says, rather bluntly, and Zanka rolls his eyes.
After the tumultuous events of the Doll Festival, Team Akuta finds time to go on a short shopping trip, Rudo's new infamy as a Spherite be damned. They're all in need of a break- but Zanka's always had bad luck, and Rudo has always attracted trouble.
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27 May 2026
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Can't fight against the youth by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
26 May 2026
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“Oh yeah? You don’t wanna go talk to dad?” Zanka hissed in mock, like one would to a younger sibling, but Enjin was caught completely off guard.
He scrunched his nose, a small confused sniffle, and repeated the word to make sure. “Dad?”
Him?!
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Enjin was not, had never been, and would likely never be a dad - regardless of the fact that he legally had kids. Except .. it just so happened that when one of those kids lost himself to a headspace smaller than usual, Enjin sort of did become a dad. That was okay, he could be a dad sometimes. Probably.Bookmarked by lemzzy
26 May 2026
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“But, the thought of beating Jabber into a bloody, bruised mess, the masochist smiling that disgusting bloody smile, teasing him even as he wheezed for air.
The thought alone almost made him smile, filling the him with a disgusting, yet sickeningly pleased feeling.”
OR; Zanka has a complicated relationship with Jabber and his family finds out about it.
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25 May 2026
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Zanka continued, “Wouldn’t come outta yer room, wouldn’t eat, yer performance during jobs turnin’ absolute garbage…Shit, ya barely even brought anythin’ back from yer trash salvagin’ the other day! What was all that about, huh?”
Rudo would’ve been in his face by now and they’d start arguing, but this time the kid was still. That ticked Zanka off even more and he didn’t want to admit why.
He felt like he was failing, not being able to see through his student. It irritated him.
Where Rudo was a hair away from death during a job and the team starts to unravel why
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24 May 2026
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"Anyone notice that Rudo’s been kinda clingy today?” oh yea hes got a concussion by Spiders_the_cursed_creatures
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime)
26 Apr 2026
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rudo is extremly clingy turns out hes just concused
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24 May 2026
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Love to Keep Me Warm by sunburnt_serendipity
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
11 Mar 2025
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'Inside, the lighting is softer and dimmer than usual. It casts a glow that invites him into the welcoming space.
"Welcome home, I tried to make tea since— Woah..."
Hirose is sat down at a table, dressed down in sleepwear, looking comfortably tired in the warm, lived-in space of their apartment. He also gives off a similar glow. It makes the contrast between them even starker. Nakamura, dripping wet and shivering in the doorway, and Hirose, cozy and dry, surrounded by the scattered papers of his students' assignments.'
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.Or: Nakamura forgot his umbrella while it was pouring outside and is now a freezing mess but it's okay since Hirose is there to keep him warm.
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23 May 2026
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Zanka goes still, stunned. Rudo is on the floor now, back against his bed as he fights his hardest not to cry.
“Fuck-FUCK- that fucking hurt-“ He curses, unable to stay quiet any longer, lest he explode. Zanka stares down at him with an unreadable expression before—
“What the hell did ya do.” He deadpans, though there’s a tremor in his voice Rudo hasn’t heard before.
“I told you to leave me the hell alone!” Rudo’s voice lacks the bite he would’ve preferred it had, “You hurt me, asshole.”
Zanka stays silent, and Rudo goes back to breathing deeply, trying any and all methods Regto had shown him back up on the Sphere to make the stabbing in his hands stop.
“Show me your arm.”
Rudo freezes.
“Why?”
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Rudo’s hands have a habit of flaring up real bad. When Zanka stumbles upon this, his mind jumps to something elseBookmarked by lemzzy
21 May 2026