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Tommy shakes his head within Buck’s palms. “I want to be proud so badly.” He whispers. “And I normally am. I just… saw Gerrard and felt ten years younger.” He pulls away from Buck, covering his face with his hands. “Maybe even thirty.” He inhales shakily. “Gerrard is just, so much like my father.”
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After the medal ceremony, Tommy attempts to explain his reaction to seeing Captain Gerrard.
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“It's like I’ve been looking for something I didn’t even know was missing but then-then it was there right in front me and it felt so right and I just kinda went-” Buck’s voice breaks “oh.”
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Picking up directly after 7x04, Buck comes out to his family.
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Whumptober Day 10: “Can’t you see that you’re lost without me?” by heartofash
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Oct 2023
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For Whumptober No. 10: “Can’t you see that you’re lost without me?”
Broken Phone | Stranded | “You said you'd never leave.”Buck and Eddie run into trouble while hiking which, in a bit of a roundabout way, leads to Eddie learning the definition of himbo.
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- Part 7 of Whumptober 2023
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Whumptober Day 7/9: “Learning everything ain't what it seems, that's the thing about these days.” by heartofash
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Oct 2023
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Combining Whumptober No. 7: " “I paced around for hours on empty; I jumped at the slightest of sounds.”
Alleyway | Radio Silence | “Can you hear me?” AND No. 9: alternative prompt - drugging
[please heed the tags]Hen will always come when Buck calls.
(set during season one)
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- Part 6 of Whumptober 2023
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Whumptober Day 6: “Do or die, you’ll never make me; Because the world will never take my heart.” by heartofash
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Oct 2023
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For Whumptober No. 6: “Do or die, you’ll never make me; Because the world will never take my heart.”
Recording | Made to Watch | “It should have been me.”
The 118 loses one of their own.
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- Part 5 of Whumptober 2023
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Works based off the Whumptober 2023 prompts.
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Heartlines by creaturesinheaven
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Shane is thirteen when he meets Ilya, but he kind of feels like he’s been connected to him his whole life.
Or, Yuna Hollander and Irina Rozanova met in Paris almost two decades ago and stayed friends. When Irina needs an escape, she asks Yuna if she and her son can come for a visit.
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05 Jun 2026
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He’s still drunk—that much is clear when he smiles crookedly at Eddie, watching him from beneath his lashes.
Eddie turns his face up from his phone and the neon lights paint his face in greens and blues, those dark eyes of his catching reflections in a way that makes them look almost ethereal.
Buck wants to— he wants to—
His fingers tense against the brick at his back.
Oh, it doesn’t matter.
None of it really matters, because Eddie smiles at him. It dimples his cheeks and turns his eyes into half-moons. Buck’s own mouth lifts in a helpless mirror of it, joy blooming in his chest.
Eddie closes the distance between them in a few casual strides, one hand hooked in his pocket and the other holding his phone to track their Uber. He stops just short of Buck’s feet. It’s not close enough, but at least Buck can feel the heat of him now.
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01 Jun 2026
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Yuliya Alexeyevna Rozanova arrived in Ottawa in the middle of July at three PM Canadian time.
She had a single carry-on with some clothes from Russia, one of two surviving pictures of her grandmother, and a stuffed animal that had been with her since infancy.
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or: ilya's niece is disinherited and sent away to live in canada
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- Part 11 of rice creates a platonic polycule that doesn't exist
- Part 1 of things that don't matter anymore
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25 May 2026
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Inescapable by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jun 2026
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At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.
He lives with the Hollanders for the next three years, until he suddenly goes back to Russia.
They meet again in 2008.
Things have changed.OR
Childhood Hollanov AU with a lot of focus on them growing up together and then them finding their way back to each other.- Language:
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23 May 2026
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“This will not be easy,” Ilya warned, absently touching Shane’s freckles as he always did when he was particularly stressed. “My brother didn’t name me as a guardian, and Russia will not be too happy to give one of their citizens over to someone who famously married another man.” He let his head fall back against the headboard. “And the media will be insufferable.”
Shane nodded. Yes, this entire situation would be a fight…and, even if they won, this little girl may not be pleased to go with them.
“And if she stays with Polina?” he asked cautiously. “What would that mean for her?”
Ilya wrinkled his nose. “Nothing good,” he finally admitted.
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When Shane and Ilya pictured kids they did not necessarily imagine fighting all of Russia to get custody of Ilya’s recently orphaned niece, who is traumatized, prickly, and raised by the laws of her country. Alas, neither Ilya nor Shane could be accused of doing things the easy way.
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20 May 2026