darkdecay
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Bonus chapters from the world of my other fic See Me
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- Part 2 of See Me
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Indiscreet by darkdecay
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
01 Apr 2024
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Earth AU; A couple of years after Neytiri's death, Jake starts thinking about moving on. He just...doesn't move in the direction he thought he would.
Jake ran a hand down his face, and brought his knee up to his chest. He looked at her side of the bed.
What would she say if she was here? Would she tell him it was time to find someone else? Or would she tell him to take his time, and go slow if he needed to?
MaJake, scared of his phone?
He heard her teasing voice like she was actually there.
He chuckled half-heartedly. Yeah, that's exactly what she'd say.
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- Part 1 of See Me
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After accidentally witnessing Severus' memories, Harry deliberately gets detention so he can apologize. But Severus isn't interested in apologies. He's interested in retribution.
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Tim and Jason think they've been hatefucking. Must be why Jason is willing to try anything to stay the night with Tim.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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Bookmarked by darkdecay
09 Jun 2026
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The only HR fic, that is now my fucking headcannon
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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30 Apr 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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zuko nation @yaoionice
tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others
oh captain my captain @jimothykirk
Replying to @yaoionice
RIGHT like i think love might be real
dani @danisqueerbar
Replying to @jimothykirk
we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)
Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.
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11 Apr 2026
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Connecting the Two Dots by queerteaoop
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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