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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    It is funny, Sirius thinks, how a breakfast can so succinctly be a form of denial, mostly in that it is an entire rejection of every minute of history they’ve shared but too because Remus closed the door in his face when Sirius first knocked. That was two days ago, and now Sirius is sitting at the kitchen table, being plastered with serving after serving of buttered bread and eggs congealed with old swiss, all of it so rich he cannot so much as breathe without his stomach turning violently over.

    Remus is still looking at him, bone-dry. Brutal in a blank sort of way, brutal in the way of unused parchment.

    Sirius cannot meet his eyes. Sirius used to make a sport of meeting awkward Remus’s young eyes, plain milky brown with green at the edges, Sirius would crane and crouch to meet those eyes, and now he cannot manage it. It is a stomach rush, he’s sure, akin to cliff-jumping.

    It might be why Remus smacks his cup down too hard on the tabletop, coffee sloshing over the edges. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” he says.

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    12 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    In which life is about finding stability in a state of flux.

    (It takes a moment for Jess to figure that out.)

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    29 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    In which very little happens (apart from the obvious), Peter has a rolling series of small nervous breakdowns and there are some rather stilted conversations over breakfast.

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    26 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sometimes, like tonight, it's the Doctor who kisses him first.

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    13 Jun 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    The Doctor and Jack spend a night in an alien club, getting sloppily drunk, dancing, and having a conversation that's long overdue.

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    The Doctor’s sipping her drink carefully through the pink, spirally straw she’d got on the Britney Spears floor and flapping a napkin in front of her face to cool herself down.

    “I just think,” she says, very carefully, in that clear, over-enunciated way of the thoroughly drunk, “I just think,” and she lifts a sharp finger to jab at Jack’s chest. “I just think that it’s my God-given right to be moody when…” she slurps at her Pop and Fizzle, and hiccoughs. She doesn’t finish her sentence.

    Her words filter through slowly. Jack’s been drinking for several hours now, and it takes him a moment to pick through them. “Do you believe in God?” he asks, curious.

    “Oh. No.” She blinks rapidly.

    "Why are you moody?”

    The Doctor’s face darkens, and her mouth twists downwards. A soft sigh. “All my people are dead.”

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    12 Jun 2022