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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    After Mehrak's impromptu "disassembly" by a certain scribe, Kaveh is devastated. Old habits die hard, and if you can't control the occurrences around you, at least you can control what you eat (or, more accuately, don't eat), right?
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    I Kin Kaveh And I Make Him Suffer So I Don't Engage In Self-Destructive Behaviour
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    As his eyes trace the shimmering white outline of Kaveh’s body, his chest now fills with cold unease.
    Kaveh has become painfully frail.
    Alhaitham feels everything.
    Alhaitham says nothing.
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    Title is from the song "Girl On The Moon" by Chrissy Chlapecka!

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    After having their first time totally drunk, Alhaitham regretting for not remembering anything and scared if he hurts Kaveh and the blond obviously misunderstanding Alhaitham's words, now the Light of Kshahrewar have to deal with the biggest challenge of his life: having a baby.

    But how he'll say to Alhaitham that he's expecting his baby, when he saw himself nothing more than a parasite who takes advantage of the scribe?

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Kaveh can only see his worst when he looks in the mirror. And the broken shards are covered in deep red blood.

    Belonging the Kaveh himself.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    The hand rubbing his back moved up to his face, brushing his hair aside to press against his forehead. The rumble of a disapproving tsk against his cheek made Kaveh’s stomach sink. His eyes filled with tears, though he stubbornly forced them back. He tried pushing against the firm chest with his hands despite how weak his knees still felt.

    “That’s enough.”

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    "Kaveh," Alhaitham normally doesn't care for softness. He isn't a man who minces his words or tries to make them more palpable for others. Not even for Kaveh, especially not for Kaveh. Right now, Alhaitham is trying to be soft. His boyfriend's voice is gentle like he's trying to lure back a kitten at the edge of windowsill. Kaveh would laugh at the tone if he could manage to get any air in his lungs. "Kaveh, can you hand me the knife?"

    And Kaveh doesn't want to. He doesn't like that he's relapsed; he hates how the blood has dried on his skin and how blotchy his face feels from tears, but in comparison, the knife is an unchanging, almost calming presence. His grip tightens on the blade, and he hears Alhaitham take in a sharp breath.

    "Kaveh, please."

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    30 May 2026