14 Bookmarks by Refeinide

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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Neil, nowhere to be found. Neil, missing. Neil, running?

    Neil ran. It made sense in the same way that it didn’t. Once a rabbit, always a rabbit. Andrew didn’t think inevitability was supposed to feel like this. Andrew didn’t think he was supposed to feel, but Neil loved defying expectations. Or, at least, he used to.

    Andrew’s line of thinking skidded to a halt when he spotted it.

    Neil’s duffel bag crumpled on the ground, his racquet lying a few feet away in an equally distressed state. Neil would never have left them behind, not willingly. Not willingly.

    Neil was gone. Neil was gone, not willingly. Neil was taken.

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    Andrew's POV of the riot and reunion scene

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    14 May 2026

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    12 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    Kevin Day's best kept secret is Jean Moreau.

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    09 May 2026

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    In which all of the characters from the AFTG series are in the porn industry.

    The three main porn sites are: Foxy, Evermore and Trojan Court.

    Although the series is marked complete, it simply means that the 'official' plot has been complete, and will still be updated with requests.

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    05 May 2026

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    Neil is a successful author with a stalker who seems to know a little too much about his past. He needs a bodyguard for his upcoming book tour. Enter: Andrew Minyard.

    I've marked this as Graphic Descriptions of Violence out of an abundance of caution, but I don't even come near the source material here.

     

    “Kevin Day told me about you.” The corners of Neil’s mouth lift the barest degree. It should be an unassuming, polite smile. Should be.

     

    Andrew isn’t convinced. He hums and leans back in his seat. “You know Kevin.”

     

    “We go way back,” Neil explains. He’s not giving any signs that indicate he’s lying, but still. Kevin usually holds his liquor better than he holds his secrets but Andrew thought he knew everyone Kevin has known since Palmetto State and he’d remember if this guy had been in the Nest.

     

    “He’s never mentioned you,” Andrew says.

     

    “I rarely mention him,” Neil replies easily.

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    03 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    Podfic + Art for he's a nightmare by likearecord

    Ch.1: Podfic by justadreamfox
    Ch.2: Art by stillmadaboutpetra

    “Watch out for Minyard,” eight separate people tell Neil on his first day. “He’s a nightmare.”

    Inspired by Halsey | Nightmare

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    01 May 2026

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    Jean asks for a favor. Neil finds himself at the center of a territorial squabble. It's him. He's the territory.

    “But why me?”

    “You are my only good option. Aaron is straight. Andrew is rabid. Allison and Seth are on and off so often it’s impossible to keep track. Dan and Matt are a couple and getting them both to agree to pretend to date me would be harder. Renee doesn’t like men. Katelyn is lovely but Aaron would be angry. I don’t know which of the others started or stopped dating over the summer. That leaves you."

    “What about Kevin?”

    Jean scoffs. “You cannot be serious.”

    “He’s…” What is Kevin? Not any better at telling Riko ‘no’ than Jean is, and, subsequently, probably not great at lying to him. Also, is it really believable that Kevin would jeopardize the team and their athletic careers by shitting where he eats? Probably not. Kevin’s amended hierarchy of needs just has the word EXY at the base. Somewhere far above that are pedestrian concerns like ‘food’ and ‘water’ and ‘shelter.’

    “Taller,” Neil finishes lamely. “He’s taller.”

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    29 Apr 2026

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    a series where alison convinces neil to sign up to tinder, where he meets matt, and eventually andrew and ... it's cute ok

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Neil Josten is one of the world's biggest popstars, with a reputation as clean and crushing as plated glass.

    Andrew Minyard is his favorite artist. He is also so unapologetically himself that Neil cannot help but be besotted.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Apr 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    Chapters:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    In Andrew's defense, blind dates are terrible and almost all of Kevin's friends are even worse.

    Nine times out of ten, calling in a favor to get Aaron to switch and tank it for him would be fine.

    Unfortunately, Andrew found number ten.

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    Comments:
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    20 Apr 2026

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    Nathaniel Wesninski, the only son of the Butcher of Baltimore, has two options: choose a mob boss to marry for the benefit of the Moriyamas, or meet with an unfortunate accident. He thought he had it worked out. And then Andrew Minyard walked into his life.

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    Words:
    32,235
    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    20 Apr 2026

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    There’s very little Andrew likes less than being tricked, but not knowing things does make the cut. He stands, throws his messenger bag over his shoulder, grabs his coffee, and stomps over to slide into the chair across from the guy. He looks up at Andrew with a flash of calculated flight or fight in his eyes, but he quickly smooths this over and affixes a look of polite interest on his face. “Can I help you?”

     

     

    “Are you on Grindr?” Andrew asks. Bluntly.

     

     “Uh,” the guy says, looking more confused. “I don’t know. What is it?”

     “It’s a hookup app gay men use.”

     “Oh,” he says, frowning. “No, I’m definitely not on that.”

     “Because you don’t do gay men?”

     The guy shrugs. “Because I don’t do hookups.”

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    Comments:
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    20 Apr 2026

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    734
    Kudos:
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    Bookmarks:
    5,038
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    166,935

    20 Apr 2026

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